My chest is heaving up and down as he finishes speaking. I am looking at him in surprise while he's looking down at me fervently. The intensity of his gaze is trying to melt me. I want to run away from him but I know that he'll follow me. I am tied to him. I clutch onto his body as if my life depends on it. Before I bury my face into his chest and sob silently into it. I let the tears out. They have been pooling inside me for a long time,I hate how his presence calms me and makes me safe, yet he is the person I hate and fear the most. His hand rest at the back of my head as I cry and I cry my heart out wishing that my depression and frustration could leave me in the form of tears.
"I just........ I just needed more time, I dont trust you at least not yet, try to see it as my point
