"Wolfsbane. That's all I need right now."
I expected him to be happy, afterall he loves seeing me in pain, but the look on his face was anything but.
"Riv-" I cut him off before he could talk me out of it.
"No I am serious. I want this." And I did. I needed it. Badly.
I just need something to numb the pain that I am feeling right now, and most of it is from Rhea. I know what I am doing is not good for her, but she needs this. Sometimes you need physical pain to cut the emotional pain.
It's important to me that I have a say in my life and body but it's also important to me that my mate is happy and our pack is stable.
No matter how hard I try, I can't be a person with no emotions and right now my emotions are all over the place.
"The ceremony is in a f
