I tried not to cry the whole time Kasyn rubbed the salve on my back. I was doing a good job, but I just feel so... numb. That's the only way I can describe it.
Or maybe I feel too full? Is feeling too full of emotions a thing? That could be it.
"All done," Kasyn announced softly.
I didn't reply or move. The shadows finally let me go, but I still didn't move. I don't know what to do next.
Everything in me is screaming to just... do something! Yell at him! Hit him again! Demand answers! Demand promises...
I just can't bring myself to. Kasyn already broke so many promises to me. I just can't stop thinking....
What if Kasyn lies to me again? What if this is all some big joke to him? Do I even know Kasyn anymore? How can I trust him again? Should I trust him again? Will I... be okay if Ka
