I shouldn't have walked out on Lydia like that. She probably thinks I'm never going to come back. Of course I will, it's just that...
That was just all a lot to take in. All of it. So much of it didn’t make sense. I feel like none of my questions were answered, and I was only left with more questions.
Honestly, the thing I keep focusing on the most is that it seemed like it was my fault that my mother and I got kidnapped in the first place. I might have just been a little kid, practically still a baby. Still... I was the one running around
frantically. After I asked to go up there, whatever that meant, in the first place.
I might have saved Lydia that night though. Those humans seemed to know what they were doing. If they were able to kidnap me and my mother, then they could have done
