Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Fu.ck! Why the fu.ck did I do that? Why didn't I just leave like I was supposed to? Why'd I have to pretend to not be there? Fu.ck!!!!!!! I was leaving Lydia's bedroom. I swear I was. She had fallen asleep during a movie, and I just didn't want to leave her yet. I thought about just staying with her. I mean, who would know or even care at this point? I only didn't because I wasn't sure how Lydia would feel. I already dropped a massive bomb on her with telling her how I felt. Then giving her that necklace. I didn't want to add to it. I was just about to teleport home when Lydia woke up... I only turned myself invisible in hopes that she would just go back to sleep. But then she flung those blankets off of herself. Then she... I