Damnit! I really need to get myself under control. This anger at least. I can't keep getting angry at every little thing Lydia says. She has every right to feel how she feels right now. Hell, I'm lucky I'm even getting a chance to change her mind. Still, hearing Lydia being so insistent about waiting to make a decision fills me with anger. I can't help it. I never wanted things to come to this. Sure, there was a time when I thought I would never get answers. That I would never get back to Lydia. That I would have to give her up for good. It was a brief moment though. I always wanted Lydia. From the first day I met her. I knew that we were meant to be together. I slammed my head against the back of my bedroom door. I teleported here right away. I just needed to grab the file and get o