It's best if... Lydia gets away from me?
From... me?
Never in my life would I have ever thought I'd hear that it was best for Lydia to be away from me. It enraged me. To the point that I was feeling murderous. And towards someone I used to call my best friend.
However, I know that Cain is right. It is probably best that Lydia gets away from me. For now. After all... I've pretty much hurt her beyond repair at this point.
I was trying to hold my anger in as I watched Lydia cling to Cain. She sobbed into his chest as he glared daggers at me. I hated seeing someone else comfort her. I've done it so much in the past, that it's like muscle memory to reach out to her. To hold her while she cries.
I hate seeing someone else doing it. I hate seeing Lydia cling to someone else while I'm right i
