Contract Marriage For 7 days

FN (7) Guilt

"You disgust me?" He said mimicking her way. "You are more soiled than this bed sheet right now." He said with sarcasm in his voice as she looked at him with pure shock.

She felt humiliated. Never in her whole life, she heard anyone say her this.

"Don't look at me like that. I told you I am gonna dirty you." He chuckled.

He came forward making his face inches away from hers. His lips came forward to give her a peck on her lips. And when he looked at her again she was still shocked. Her face was pale.

"What? I can't help it. They are so soft." He said while looking in her eyes. A smile plastered on his face while his eyes start roaming over her body.

She felt this hollow inside her. Her mind was empty. She doesn't know what to think anymore. She was just looking straight. His games were dirty. He was playing with her body and her mind as he pleases.

"I give you two choices here. Either you give me your mouth or I will take you from your back." He said while looking at her ti*ts. Whenever he looked at them he feels like they are asking him for his touch. And he received the invitation.

She didn't respond, her eyes still wide open and he got impatient. He pulled her into his arms. Rolled her in a way that now she was on him. Caged in his arms. He felt her soft body against his hard one. It was soothing his nerves. His eyes were closed and his face buried in the crook of her neck as he audibly inhaled her scent.

"Don't make me choose. I might choose both. And it won't be so pleasant for you." He whispered in her ear. And this made her flicker her eyes.

He felt her body shiver in his arms. He liked the way his words can affect her. She was so sensitive to his touch and his words. She didn't reply. And he didn't mind this time. He gave her more time to decide while his hands roam on her back. He felt her soft skin under his big hands. He went further down until he cupped his right ass cheek. It felt so soft. So, he started kneading her there.

"Oh God, You feel so good. I just can't get enough." He said and rolled again, pinning her body to bed. A whimper escaped her throat. His forehead was touching hers.

"Tell me. We will do whatever you choose." He asked her again. His lips were so close to hers that they brushed on her lips.

She didn't dare say any word. And he was getting hard again. She felt it too on her belly making her coming back from her trance. She pressed her lips hard. Her mind tried to process what to say or do. But she couldn't. His hands roaming all over her body were clouding her brain. But when she felt his hands on her inner thighs, she knew she didn't have much time left.

"Look.." She more like breath out than saying the word.

"I am." He said looking into her eyes making them more narrow. His lips were coming forward to kiss her again.

"I am...tired." She said very carefully.

His face gave away the disappointment but then a smile appeared. 

"Don't give me that." He said and looked at her with so much amusement in his eyes. "Night is still so young honey." He said and his lips were about to crash hers when she turned her face away. At first, he stopped but then proceed to give a little bite on her jawline. So arrogant. He thought.

He licked her cheek. Starting from her jawline to cheekbone. His act made her cringe badly. She put both hands on his chest and used her all force to hit him. She hit him once and before she could hit him again he caught her both hands.

"Never do that again." He gritted every word making his face so close to hers that their foreheads were touching.

His voice had it all. Anger, rage, and lust. It made her gape her mouth.

"Yes, use your f*****g words." He said like he was teaching her. She was speechless. She used her words a moment ago. And apparently, they had no use. So, she didn't say a word. Instead, she tried to free her hands and found herself so helpless in doing that. She looked at her left to find her wrist pinned to bed under his hold. She started sobbing but didn't stop trying. He made his hold tighter. Her wrists were so delicate. He knew he might bruise them or might already have.

"Stop it, already Jane. I am no Saint. I am hard right now and have this heavenly curves on my bed. What makes you think I will leave you?" He said with a menacing voice when he saw her desperately trying.

She looked at him. And she knew she was done for. There was no way out. She gave in and stopped trying. A tear escaped her eye.

"Wanna use your words now." He asked her with a devil smile while her wrists were still caged.

She looked at him with so much fear in her eyes. She tried to gather energy to say the words. But her tears didn't stop coming out. "Can we... do that tomorrow? I-I a-am tired." She said in between her tears with very pleading eyes. It was her last resort. After that, she broke into tears.

All of this literally killed his mood. Why the hell on the earth she kept on making me look like a bad guy? He thought.

"Stop crying." He said in a frustrated tone. She didn't listen to him. She couldn't listen to him as she was so out.

He let go of her wrists. Cupped her face in his hands. "I said stop crying. Listen to me. I said, look at me." He tried to talk to her.

She tried to stop herself from crying and contain her whimpers but was having difficulty in doing that.

"We can do that. But promise me you won't say no to any of my requests." He asked her.

She nodded hurriedly without thinking much.

"Good." He said. 

"I have one more request." He said while taking his mouth near to hers. She got worried again.

"Say something nice about me. Now." He said and she looked at him confused. She didn't know what to say but she was also aware that she can't make him wait.

"What do you wanna hear?" She asked still sobbing.

He looked at her lips and then to her eyes. "Well, I will like to hear that I was amazing and you will love to do it again." He said with humor in his eyes.

"You were amazing and I will love to do it again." She said in between her sobs.

"Good. So you wanna sleep or what?" He asked casually. Her face had this surprised look. She still can't believe that she is off the hook. You gotta run before morning. Her mind yelled.

"I mean any night hygienes, you wanna do. Feel free."He told her while getting off of her.

She just lay there. Trying to catch her breath. While he leans on the headboard.

After five or more minutes she tried to get up. She turned to look at him. He was staring at her. Like there was nothing else to do for him. She looked down at her legs nervously. "I-I will take a shower." She said and was about to get out of the bed.

"Stop. Come here." He said making her jump.

She mentally screamed at herself to move and go to him. Her breathing became erratic again. She started moving to him. When she was close enough he caught her arm and make her face close to his face. He gave a peck on her lips.

"You are not going anywhere. Forget the shower." He said and she blinked in confusion. "I want you to think about me all night." He came close and whisper in her ear. With this, he caught the blanket and get inside. After that, he lifts it a little and motioned her to slip in. She gulped hard. Grab the blanket and lay beside him.

He turned away and switched off the lights and the side lamp on his side. She took the time to curl her knees to her chest.

He turned back to find her curled. A smirk appeared on his face. He placed one hand on her knees. She knew what he meant. And she straightened herself.

"Good girl." He gave her a compliment while his lips came so close to hers. He kissed them. His hand traveled to her breast. In the next moment, he was on her again taking her by surprise. Not breaking the kiss he switched off the other lamp and get off of her, leaving her breathless once again.

It was dark. She couldn't see him but she could feel his breath on her face.

"Just hug me tight and sleep for now." saying that he caught her arm and put it around his body. His mouth was so close to hers. With this, he put his arm around her body and squeezed her tight. Then he started caressing her back. How I am ever gonna escape like this? She thought. Just try not to sleep. And wait for him to sleep. She told herself. But it was not the only thing in her mind. Her n*****s were squeezed against his hard chest. His bulge was touching her thighs. Her hand was on his body while his face was buried in her neck. She felt suffocated.

After some five or more minutes she felt his body relaxed and his breath even. She didn't dare to stir. She decided to wait for him to change the posture. Her nerves got relaxed and suffocation dissipated. While waiting her mind thought about all the incidents.

Why me? What I have done wrong? I gotta run but where I will go? He always appeared somehow. What he will do if he caught me again? It's not like he loves me. He only wants me for his lewd desires. He called me soiled. He is so disgusting and I know it is not my fault but it's true that he had soiled me. I can't undo something like this ever. I couldn't save myself. I bed down with someone and let him had his way. What kind of woman does it make me now? I give in to the pain. There are women who will kill themselves to save their dignity. Only if I could have, bear more or tried more. Guilt was eating her poor soul. What if somebody came to know about this? What if my family come to know about this? Will they ever believe me that I didn't want this. No, they won't. And there were so many what if's in her mind but what if she could not run out of here?

"What? You are not tired now." He said and her stomach dropped with fear. 

He came to her mouth and caught her lips in his lips. "Just sleep before I change my mind." He broke the kiss and said.

It was when she changed her plans. She decided to sleep for now and planned to get up before him. But what if I couldn't. You can't lose this chance. You have to. And he doesn't seem like a morning person. She thought.

It was such a long day for her. She was so sore and it didn't take long for sleep to take over her.

He felt her hold relaxed and knew she slept already. She was in his arms. Tomorrow seems promising. But I wish she could be bolder. He thought.

Their first Night passed. The sun rose up waking up the whole city. He woke up. The sunlight was seeping through the curtains. He just lay there for a while but when he moved he felt something around his body. He removed the blanket to find Jane's face over his chest and her arm wrapped on his body.