Chapter 14
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My hand moved around his neck and up into his hair. My body was responding with excitement. Our bodies connected, and I felt a surge of emotion run through me. Our kisses became desperate. An unspoken need.
I could hear his heart beating rapidly as he clung to my body.
Something in my mind woke up, and I pulled away. My cheeks flush with Crimson. The amazing feeling of his lips against mine quickly went away and was replaced with guilt. Never in my life had I considered cheating on David. I had betrayed our vows. Moving away, I rubbed my hands along my arms. Justin stood up and started gathering everything.
I didn't say a word. To be honest, I didn't know what to say. My mind, once silent, was now alive with questions and what I should do. I had to tell David. He would be so heartbroken. To make matters worse, Justin would lose his job.
I didn't want him to go. This was my fault. He should lose his job over my lack of self-control.
We drove back to the house in silence. Neither of us looked at the other.
We continued to remain silent as we exited the car, and I headed up to my room. I needed a moment to get my head on so I could figure out what it was a wanted to do about this situation.
Hours later, I heard a knock at my door.
"Come in."
Looking up, I found Justin standing in the doorway.
"How can I help you?"
"I wanted to offer you my sincerest apologies for my behavior. I did not remain professional and have compromised us both. I am going to be leaving, seeing as I displayed gross misconduct." Justin's word his me hard.
"Please don't leave."
A single tear slipped from my eye and fell down my cheek.
Justin strode towards me and used his thumb to gently wipe away my tears.
"I can't stay." He whispered. The sadness in his voice was heartbreaking.
"You make my life bearable. This is all my fault. I was weak and didn't think before I acted." I responded as more tears fell down my face.
Justin knealed before me. He took my hands in his.
"I can't be here with you. It's... It's getting complicated."
I knew he was right, but I was so scared to be alone. He brought light into a dark world. If I was going to make it, I needed him.
I hated it, but I had to admit it.
"I need you." I whispered, unable to stop myself from looking at him. Our eyes met and exchanged their own conversation.
"I will stay, but we can't let that happen again." Justin was serious.
I couldn't promise it wasn't going to happen again, but I could promise myself that I could hold myself accountable.
"Thank you."
Justin stood and started to walk away, but he looked back at me again. There is so much pain in his eyes. My own body felt that pain.
I stayed seated for a while. As I was going to go down to visit with Mrs. Murray, I heard the front door open.
Walking in was David. He looked at me with so much worry in his eyes.
"I have been trying to reach you for hours!" David exclaimed.
"I was out. What do you need?"
"You didn't answer me." It was like it was some important fact.
"You don't answer me most of the time. It shouldn't matter." I shrugged my shoulders.
I began to walk away.
"Ashlyn." David called out.
"Yes, David?" I stopped to look back at him.
"I am sorry. You were right."
I glared at him, searching for any hint that he was being dishonest. I looked but didn't find any signs.
"You are forgiven."
My answer wasn't entirely truthful. I didn't mean it wholeheartedly. I would have to just move forward and see what his actions said.
"Can we spend time together tonight?"
That caught me by surprise.
"Sure."
I wasn't sure of my answer, but at least we could talk about things. They can't keep going the way they are. We were drifting further and further apart.
Grabbing some fruit, I headed up to the living room. Turning on a movie, I sat and started watching. David came in. He had changed into some comfortable clothes and took a seat next to me.
Many hours later, we watched several movies. I was growing tired. Standing, I went to leave when David grabbed my hand. It wasn't agreeing but loving.
"Please stay with me." His voice was disarming.
"Let's go to bed."
I motioned for us to head up to his room. We entered, and I laid down. He turned off the light on his side and laid down. Pulling me close to his body.
I cuddled into the pillow as I felt myself drifting off.
Waking to the feeling of his hands caressing my body. His fingers were beneath my pants line. Drawing closer to my core. I should have been excited, but instead, I was ver disinterested.
This had to be the repercussions from my betrayal with Justin.
Turning around, I started kissing David. I had to fix this and fast. Wrapping my legs around David, I grinded against him.
He groaned with excitement. I had to stop myself from rolling my eyes or being irritated.
Slipping my pants from my waist, I allowed David to enter me. Moving my body up and down is length. I received some pleasure from him.
I moaned as he started to excite me. My core is becoming with anticipation. My womb is open to receiev him.
His grunts increased as I could tell he was getting close. Deep down, I had hope that this time would be the one.
Moving my body, I continued to pleasure David. Moving my fingers down my body, I slid my fingers around my numb. Rubbing to help me climax. Slow at first and then quickly increasing tempo.
I could feel my core beginning to clench as my orgasm was so close. I could feel David's warm c*m fill me. But I didn't stop. I kept going until an orgasm ripped through my body. Pulsing on David's member.
Letting out a loud moan as my body shook.
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