Why Me?
984 Words
I've never felt so disgusted by my own image like I do right now. Did he just take my innocence? My own cousin stole my innocence, in my father's house. My father must be turning in his grave cursing me for letting things get this far.
Dad I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I didn't ask for any of this. I didn't wish this upon myself. I know you must be so disappointed in me. I was saving myself for marriage this whole time and now I've been cheated of the chance of ever getting a husband by my cousin.
What man will want to marry such a poisoned soul. He's left all these scars on me and I can't hide them. I deserve to be shunned by the whole world. I'm sorry for shaming you dad, I don't deserve to be called your daughter. I was now staring at my reflection.
I don't even know what time it is. Since what Jason did to me, I can't put my head to sleep. I've never seen such a worthless person like myself ever before. I can't wait till Uncle comes back and I tell him what Jason did. I hate this family, I hate it so much. If it's hate that I have for them, then why do I keep forgiving them? That's right, I forgive him because I'm weak. He...
Jason: You up already beautiful
Me: (silence)
Jason: Come back to bed
Me: (silence)
Jason: Babe please, this bed is cold without and I think junior misses you
Me: (silence)
Jason: f**k Aeko I'm not gonna keep begging you like this. Get your retarded ass in this bed now!!!!
That made me jumb but I held my scream. Just as I was about to climb on the bed, there is a knock on the door downstairs. I quickly leave the room and run downstairs.
I open the door only to see the faces of my Aunt and Uncle. I great them both then take their bags for them. I take them to their rooms and Aunt goes straight to the shower. I'm now left with Uncle so I decide to take this chance to tell him what happened.
Me: Uncle can I please talk to you
He gives me a gesture to sit on the bed and I do as instructed. He then sits next to me.
Uncle: What's wrong sweetheart? You look drained.
Me: Uncle I know this is gonna be hard to believe but I need you to be open about this
Uncle: Just talk to me honey, you know I'm here for you
Me: Uncle he did me wrong! How could he do this to me? His own cousin.{I'm now just rumbling every word I say}
Uncle: Woah woah calm down and just tell me what happened
Me: (I take a deep breath then say...) Uncle, Jason r***d me
He just looks at me blank faced not letting out a word.
Me: Uncle please believe me, he r***d me, me!!
I'm not shouting and screaming at him. I need him to believe me, Lord knows I do.
Uncle: HE WHAT?!!!!
By now tears were just streaming out of my eyes. The way Uncle looked so angry for the first time I was scared of him.
Me: He... He... Uncle how could he do this to his own cousin, I respected him Uncle, how could he!?!?
Uncle: That bastard child. He knew I wanted you first. How dare he!!!
Me: Uncle what? What do you mean you wanted me first?
Uncle: He knew what the transaction was about but still he went against me!!! His father
Me: Uncle what are you talking about?
He just gets up and starts pacing around the room in front of me.
Uncle: Did you bleed last night?
Me: What?!
Uncle: Did you fucken bleed last night?
Me: Yes Uncle I should have, I was a virgin
Uncle: That boy fucken took what was me, but that does not matter. Now I cannot be held responsible, and it makes my job easier
Me: Uncle what are you rumbling about?
He climbs on the bed and moves closer to me. He has that same smirk that Jason had last night and I already know what's coming. Wait what?! Hell no, I can't go through that same s**t again.
Me: Uncle what are you doing?! Get off me
Uncle: Sh, if you don't fight me then I promise you I'll treat you better than he did
Me: Uncle please no, don't put me through this again
He grabs my neck and pushes me to the far corner of the bed, with my back against the headboard. He starts kissing my neck and squeezing my boobs. I start crying and screaming for help. Anyone please help me, I can't relive this again. Anyone please, Aunt, Jason, Shay, Tyra, Nadia or even....
Jayden: What the hell is going on here
After hearing his voice I close my eyes shut praying that he's here to help me. Next thing I feel Uncle's weight being lifted from my body. I lift my head up and wipe my tears. What just happened?
I looking around the room just to see where's Jayden.
He was on the floor punching Uncle mercilessly. I could see blood each time he lifted his fists. I close my mouth with my hands just to hold in my scream. After a while I climb off the bed to stop Jayden from hurting Uncle any further.
He is still his father and I don't want him to get in trouble because of me. I walk over to them and try to hold Jayden's arms so he can stop but all that lands me is an elbow to the face. I stumble back and his my head hard on the knob of the drawer. I wince in pain and clutch my jaws. I open my eyes and Jayden is now shaking me, telling me to get up. I try to but my head just stings hard. I lay back down and I start to feel a little dizzy. The next thing I realise, it was lights out for me.
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