Wiping tears off her face she hugged her pillow to her chest. This was torture. She risked everything for thirty minutes of Eric’s time and for what? Her favorite pastime of chatting with him via text was gone, her virginity was gone, the s*x wasn’t great because she was too focused on her goal instead of enjoying the moment, a goal she’d circumvented by swallowing the damn tablet and she was still all alone in her room despite breaking every rule her father set for her.
A knock on the door pulled her from her misery and she sighed, “what now?”
“Can I come in?”
“Ugh, no.” The last thing she wanted was him in the room.
“I brought your sandwich. It was really good. You should eat.”
She got up from the bed and wrapped up in her robe again and hauled the door open. “I’m not hungry.”
“Had
