ROSE'S POV
I couldn't afford to forgive myself now that I kissed Jason in the audition room. That s**t freaked me out and I wished that I would go back in time to fix everything.
I felt guilty and I don't know how I will face Adam once I calm him. He is always that jealous boyfriend and he would never take it if he finds out that I kissed someone else.
To make matters worse, Jason Styles.
If i tell him that I did kiss him, he will never forgive me. To add salt to the injury, he would never heal from that yet I never wanted that to happen.
I felt nice that I had turned down his offer to make me the lead actress. Thinking of this calmed me a little bit. This is what I should have done from the word go.
I wish I would have left this whole audition thing to slide and just stick to the pl
