Nicolai’s POV
I had never been in a more painful position than I was in now. I stumbled to the door of my room and stared at the mess I had just created in my room. I had broken everything there was to be broken and had shredded every last piece of clothing but still, I had that anger in me that wanted me to do more.
I felt like a beast, and I didn’t want to be feeling that way forever, which was all going to change by the time I unlocked my vampire side. I didn’t want to be one. I had thought I was a complete werewolf ever since I was born. This was making me feel like I was going to be a brand new person again which I didn’t want to be.
Vampires are monsters. They have always been. I was going to be the only vampire in this pack, and I was afraid I was going to become a serial kille
