Dependent

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The plan is to have Youngho in her apartment so that she can stay close to her. But he admitted that he can't live in a small space. She was able to bear it before she became a werewolf. But now, she needs to also get out of her apartment all day. He insisted that she can stay with him instead. Even if Sherry thinks that she's like giving away herself to Youngho, she only has two choices. Keep her pride and get tortured with the pain from her scar or just live with him. She knows that he is living with the other guys. That makes her feel embarrassed. But she knows that the moment Youngho leaves, her scar will hurt again. Just thinking about how painful it makes her ready to just be submissive to him. She needs him to survive until she can find that werewolf who bit her. Maybe then she can find some answers. For now, all she can do is just allow Youngho to take care of her. It's her best option even if she doesn't want to drag him in her condition. Tomorrow will be a full moon and she still doesn't know how she will tell him that she's a werewolf. But maybe she can just keep it for now since he offered her a room to stay. "Thank you for this. I don't want to bother you too much but I need to stick with you for now." She told him as they moved her stuff in Young Ho's place. "You're always welcome here, Sherry! Don't worry about the guys. I already informed them that you're moving in." His words made her feel better. "Can you sleep here tonight?" She tried to ask it in a worried tone. "Are you afraid that your scar will hurt again?" He asked and tucked her hair into her ear. Sherry can't deny the fact that she's still scared for the pain to go back. It hurts more than when they turned into a werewolf. But she can't tell her about that yet. Not until she figures out what she needs to do about her scar. All she can do for now is cling to Youngho and hug him. Youngho wraps her around his arms. He's worried about her condition. But he can't tell her the reason why her scar is hurting so much. Other than being with him, she needs to get her fist marking as an alpha mate. It will be full moon by tomorrow and she still didn't tell her about her being a werewolf. He doesn't have a choice but to just stay with her for now until she's ready to become his mate. But the problem is, she didn't know that he is the same werewolf who did this to her. He can sense that she hates him for being in this situation. That's why he's worried to tell her the truth. Maybe tomorrow night, he can already show up to her on their werewolf forms. But she can't find out yet that he is the same werewolf who did this to her. He needs to know if she hates her for doing this to her. It will be her second full moon so she can have some control over her animal instinct. "I think the guys are almost home. Take a rest for now. I just need to talk to them." He planted a kiss on her cheek and left. Sherry smiled and let him go. After all, he will only be downstairs. She also needs to spend some time alone. It seems that as long as Youngho is around, she will be fine. But she needs to leave tomorrow night before the full moon rises. She can't be seen transforming into a werewolf or Youngho might be too scared to be with her. Her goal is to find that werewolf who bit her so that she can have her questions answered. But she hopes that she can refrain from killing him right away. "So, we have our luna now?" Don asked excitedly. "Not yet, Don! I think she needs more time before telling me that she is a werewolf." Youngho replied. "But at least she's already here. It's a full moon tomorrow anyway." Yoko commented. "Is her bite mark hurting now?" Jay asked. "Yeah, she almost passed out when I arrived in her place yesterday. She needs to stay close to me to prevent the pain." Youngho explained. "Are you sure she's your mate?" Tim asked worriedly. "Yeah, my red string is tied up to her. That's why I bit her in the first place." He answered. "Did she already know what we are?" Jay asked in a concerned tone. "I haven't told her about it yet." He replied. "Then how can you guide her?" Jay can't believe what he's hearing. If he finds his mate, he will make sure to guide her all the way. But it seems that their alpha doesn't trust her mate yet. After all, she was human before she was bitten. It's harder to open up with that type of werewolf. "I'm going to try my best to do it without telling her about it yet. I don't want to tell her about it yet since we haven't seen each other in werewolf forms." He explained. "So, what can we do? I mean, she needs to know how we live. It's risky to let a werewolf roam around in Seoul. Foxes are all over the place." Yoko offers their help. "For now, we have to be careful about it. I'm going to see her with my werewolf form tomorrow night. That's how I will find out how she feels about being a werewolf." He informed them. "Well, it's not like she can leave you even if she knows about it. She needs to stay with you unless she likes torturing herself!" Don exclaimed. "I know, she's dependent on me because of her bite mark. But I don't want to take advantage of that. She's my mate and I have to respect her." He replied. The pack agreed not to tell Sherry that they are a werewolf pack. They trust their alpha's decision. After all, she's his mate and she will be their future luna. It will be hard to argue with that. They plan to just turn into a werewolf tomorrow night inside the house. Let the luna and alpha meet somewhere first so that Youngho will learn if Sherry is good with being a werewolf. That's the risk of having a human turned into a werewolf. He has to check if she's good with it or she's plotting to kill the werewolf who bites her. But she is his destined mate and it will never change. Sherry feels as if she misses Youngho even if he's just outside of the room. She can't understand herself why she feels this way about him. As if she's becoming too dependent on him. She thought that she's just doing this because Youngho's presence can help her scar pain. But it seems that she wanted more from him. Whenever they kissed, she wanted more from him. As if she's willing to just give herself all the way to him. She's still a virgin and she wants to make sure to only give it to her future husband. But whenever he kisses her, she's willing to lose it to him right there and then. It's a good thing Youngho is a gentleman. She needs to focus with her revenge to that werewolf who turned her into what she is now. How can she even be with Youngho if she's not sure about herself whenever she becomes a werewolf? She cannot forgive herself if she hurts him because of her carelessness. Maybe tomorrow night, she can find that werewolf. She knows that her first instinct is to kill him right away. But she needs to control herself on her werewolf form. She needs answers more than anything. Maybe once she can already live without her scar hurting, she can just go home. But she knows that she can't leave Youngho anymore. She likes him a lot and he's a good catch. It will be better if she can resolve her issues and then live with him happily ever after. Maybe that's possible once she sees some answers from that werewolf. If she has to kill him to be back to normal, she won't hesitate to do that! "Hey baby, how are you?" Youngho asked peeking from her door. She smiled and hugged him the moment he came near her. It surprises her how she's shameless with showing affection to Youngho. But he looks like he's not and as if he's always ready for her. "What took you so long?" She asked. Youngho laughed, "You're so cute! Do you miss me?" He asked. Sherry nodded and when Youngho kissed her, she's more than willing to respond to him. As I she needed his kisses to live. She's getting confused how she suddenly feels this way to him when she tells him that she's not looking for a romantic relationship. It's too fast for her but she can't slow down or want to stop.
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