Chapter 1
They say life is what happens while we make plans for the future. We think we have planned everything, but fate plays its game. Suddenly we find ourselves in places we never thought of and did not expect to meet. For example, sometimes life brings us to the bottom. And later it suddenly raises us among the clouds. That is why we should believe in miracles. Sometimes, even in the worst days, and the worst moments, when we say: "Everything is over, we will not get out of here!" Believe me, a miracle happened to knock on your door. I am telling you this as a person who really experienced a miracle.
This is my story.
İstanbul! The place that fulfills all the desires of the world, and opens the gates to invaluable beauty, shopping, luxury, and flirting on two continents. I loved the place from the moment I visited it for the first time, it immediately won me over. I was only 18 years old. That was my first walk with my friends when my strict parents allowed me to fulfill my biggest wish for my birthday, to see the big city that everyone was talking about, which I only watched in those series and dreamed of the day when I would meet him, just like a little child that chocolate that rejoices I for months rejoiced for these days that were approaching I was closer to the city of my dreams. I knew that I should not miss this chance. I have only one week for my goal, or I will succeed. I will stay here or I will come back with my friends and I will never have a chance to come here alone again because I know that my parents will not let me. I had a goal, my best friend Mihriban knew that. I came here to stay for every purpose. I have to meet a powerful rich man and secure my future. I was not interested in love because I did not believe that it existed. I believed in only one: " Where there is money, there is love."
It all started on this sunny spring day.
- We have arrived! - I shouted out loud - Girls this week is just ours, there is no sleep, we are here to use 100% of the beauties, this is my birthday and you know how much I am in love with the city before I meet him.
Preparations for a crazy birthday party began. I pulled the red dress out of the suitcase, put on make-up gently, and normally the lipstick was striking, blood red, and my lips were beautiful red. Hair. as long as silk, I think I was in love with my hair, I cared for it a lot and I loved it.
-Lenor, you are beautiful!
-Thank you my best friend, today is the day! - I said and smiled. She knew what I meant.
The others were jealous of me. I felt it.
The city was bright, beautiful, it can not be described, it must be experienced.
We arrived in front of the huge nightclub and immediately a problem when I heard you can not enter from the security in front of the door.
I immediately took matters into my own hands, even though I was only 18 years old, I was very resourceful, unlike the others, I was a persistent girl, so I got what I could imagine and wish for.
- "Sorry, here we are, special guests, of the owner of the club, I would not like you to get fired I hope" - I felt very convincing at that moment, I really wanted to act powerful and everyone to respect me.
"I'm sorry, miss," she said, and we entered. It was a success for me, I just smiled and continued to walk confidently while my friends admired me.
"Girls, we secured the entrance, now we have a nice VIP booth to secure" - I smiled and continued to the hostess.
- ‘We apologize, we have no reservation, can we get a nice VIP place? Are we celebrating a birthday, so would you like something luxurious tonight? '
We settled in, I ordered everything I wanted, I did not think about money and how it will be paid, at that moment I just wanted to feel rich, I did not think of anything but fun, drinking, and going crazy until the early morning hours.
I was right, it really was an unforgettable night for me and my new life, which had nothing to do with my old life, ie poor life.
I danced very nicely, fortunately, my mother enrolled me in a course, I went for two years and now I told myself that she will serve me, and I continued to dance, so my flirtation with a gentleman from the neighboring booth started. She could be my father, He was known to be older, but he was handsome and handsome. He had an attitude while standing leaning on the booth with whiskey in his hand. Tall, handsome, it was noticeable that the man had money. I knew he was looking at me. It attracted me at first sight. It is not love at first sight, I knew that because I did not dream of love, I did not believe that it exists, but always a person is wrong and I was wrong about my definition of love. The man drank the whiskey in one breath and it started coming, it was approaching, and I was under the influence of alcohol and I was relaxed unlike my friends who would look the man out of our table, just because he is older they looked at him with contempt as I started talking to him.
"I saw some magical beauty, so I said to get closer to her," said the gentleman with an attitude.
I admit I liked the flattery, and it's not bad I thought, this is my visa to enter the elite, luxury, the power of money, I had to use it I said to myself and I continued with the conversation that led to going out alone with him.
"I'm sorry I did not introduce myself to you, I did not hear your name either ... I am Adnan, the owner of this place" - he said and took my river, kissed me gently, and said - "You are the most beautiful girl here tonight, you must be the first I've not seen you come here. "
"Yes, this is our first time here, today is my birthday so we came to celebrate. I am Lenor, I am very happy. This place is beautiful, I chose it for celebration because it is very popular on social networks" he told me that this old rich man was mine.
"Tonight the bill is mine," Adnan said
"All right, Mr. Adnan, thank you," I said with a smile on my face.
"Would you like to get to know each other better" - he said to me, and I did not even think, without thinking I accepted at first. I left my friends and we left the nightclub together. We went out from another exit, there must be a wife I thought and normally I am the other one must be like this. A huge car was not waiting in the parking lot. I did not understand cars much, but I knew it was like in the movies, it looked expensive. He opened the door and invited me in, and inside I was out of breath from the car, I wondered if I dream or I really drive in this miracle of a car that looked like my dreams. Material things attracted me, I admit, it was always like that, every night I dreamed of beautiful houses, beautiful luxury cars, telephones, travel .....
We drove for half an hour, he did not speak at all, I was silent too. At that moment I wanted to be at home and not with an unknown man whose name I only knew. His phone rang and he broke the silence in the car. He just looked at the phone and did not answer the call. I thought it must be his wife or girlfriend, maybe daughter .... all sorts of thoughts went through my head, I just wanted the car to stop, I wanted to know where I was at that moment. The car stopped.
"We have arrived, young lady, please get out of the car," said Adnan. let's continue the night with nice wine and a good chat, I want to get to know you well "
He also has a hotel, so he certainly does not know how much money he has, I got a jackpot I said to myself. - "It looks beautiful from the outside, inside it must be a dream, I like Adnan very much, thank you for inviting me here", hand.
We walked to the entrance of the hotel which was huge, the whole was lit, there was a huge fountain in front of the entrance, it looked beautiful.
- "Do you want us to sit here in the bar that works 24 hours a day, or do you want us to sit in my apartment and talk alone and no one can bother, you decide, I leave it to you "- he said and looked at me with his beautiful green eyes. Alcohol no longer worked in me, so I did not know how to behave, I wanted to drink something strong, to calm down.
- "Let's go alone" - I said in one breath quickly out of shame. Adnan smiled for the first time that night, took me by the hand, and put me in the elevator. experience with men and meetings, so I did not know if this was normal that I feel so tense and nervous. The door opened, we went out and continued down the long hallway that led to his luxury apartment. This is something new for me I thought something like this only if I had seen a movie. What he called an apartment, for me it was a palace because the room was bigger than my house, and the bed was huge, the bathroom was beautiful if you wanted to sit inside for hours, so if I had a house like this I would not go out Adnan immediately brought wine and two glasses, told me to relax freely and sat down next to me. I was excited by the place, my heart was pounding so hard that I thought it would come out at any moment. The excitement is not from Adnan. I knew I fell in love with his money and power from first and not in him. I liked him, I do not say that he was not attracted to me, but I was attracted by the fact that he was rich, that everything he wore seemed expensive. If I had met him on the street, if he was not the owner of the club and the hotel, he certainly would not have left such an impression on me and I would never have been with him.
We drank a glass of wine, I relaxed. Adnan was really a gentleman, we talked all night about my life, he was interested, he questioned me a lot and I answered without any problem, until the moment of his question: - "Do you want to have s*x with me?"
I lost my breath, took a sip of wine, and said - "Yes, I want"
At that moment I do not know why I said that, did I think it was a solution for my future, to have s*x with a gentleman twenty years older than me.
This was my first s****l experience. Adnan knew that, and he tried to be beautiful, it was really beautiful. I never thought she would be with a man my father's years old, but it happened.
Adnan pulled me closer to him, started kissing me gently on the neck, kissed my hair, my face. It was a beautiful feeling when he turned me and unbuttoned the zipper of his dress, his lips went down all over my spine, up to my waist He lowered his dress, fell to the ground, and I was left in my underwear, I felt ashamed. He was experienced and immediately knew I was ashamed, so he turned off the light, took me in his arms, and threw me on the big bed which was so soft. His warm body clung to mine, I trembled, I do not know what is being done I think what should I do, in a panic of ignorance I took him by the buttocks, he smiled and I was ashamed, I thought how stupid I am when I took her away Adnan grabbed my hand immediately and put it back in my place, I thought maybe it's right, I must have made no mistake. first s****l experience, I woke up alone in the room, Adnan was not there. I felt so much p humiliated and ashamed, I picked things up from the floor and went to my friends' hotel.
They were waiting for me with countless questions, I was tired and without the desire to talk, so I said I went to bed and covered my head, and started crying.
"Are you okay, Lenor?" "If the man does not do something to you, say free, we are friends, you can trust me" - said Mihriban
"I'm fine, I just need some rest, I didn't sleep at all, we'll talk later," I said.
I was nervous all day, and the phone kept ringing, my mother and father rang like crazy, I had twenty missed calls, but there was no cancellation, so they called my friends, in the end, I had to get up to calm down because they were so strict with me I could have expected them to appear here as well, so I picked up the phone even though I was not being talked to at all. I somehow got rid of them after half an hour of boring conversation like Did you eat well? What did you eat? How long were you out? .n ..... I was left alone in the room, my friends went out to see the city, I started thinking why Adnan left without saying hello, did he consider me a girl for one night, or maybe I did not leave any impression on him, I say to myself he is with beautiful girls every day so I am just one of the others, he certainly did not even remember my name, I said to myself and went to bed again, I had no desire to go out today. At that moment someone knocked on the door, I thought the girls forgot the key, I got up immediately. Miracles happen when you do not expect and do not hope. On the way back he was, the gentleman from the next booth, I froze, I do not know what to say, I was surprised, how the man found me I thought. At that moment some hope and happiness overwhelmed me, immediately I asked a question: - “How did he find me? Why did he leave me without a greeting? ”
"I am a busy person, I had an appointment early in the morning, I had to, but I left a message at the reception, I left you my number, why did you not look for me? Do you want to know how I found you?" - said Adnan and smiled and continued "When I want something, I find it, and I do not want to lose you, let's go out, get ready, I'm waiting for you in the car," he said and turned and left immediately, and I did not say a word, I immediately got up and ran outside.
Today he was very handsome, in a sporty style, he looked like a guy and the difference between us was not noticeable, I got in the huge car and asked where we were going, but Adnan told me it was a surprise, and the surprise is not told. I wanted a surprise, so I was excited. After a short drive, we reached a huge black iron gate, we waited in the car, while the gate itself was slowly opening, I was confused, I wondered where we were but I did not ask any questions, I did not want to sound like a small child, so I refrained. A tall black guy approached us and opened the car door for me to get out, I was confused, I did not know how to behave, so I stood by the car I did not know where to go. Adnan approached me and took my hand and I continued to move to him, while there were many people in the yard who looked at me like a thief, at that moment I did not know what was happening until we went inside and he said to me "-If you want from today this will be your home, husband, and you landlady of this house, just wish "
I was stiff in the hallway which was huge, and the house was a castle for me, I was silent for ten minutes without moving from the place, and he waited and said nothing. Thoughts passed in my head, I even said to myself: - “Come on Lenor, he wanted this all his life, what is it now, say something, answer the man not to change his mind and go back to your parents ... this is definitely a dream, I have to dream, and to wake up I slept a lot. .. ”and I started pinching my cheeks, but it was not a dream, this is a beautiful reality.
"What a joke this is, you don't know me and you want to marry me. Did I get a marriage proposal?" I said as I shivered.
"I'm not kidding, from the moment I saw you I said this is my future wife," Adnan said.
I did not know what to answer, I thought to my family, how they would react when I met him, but I wanted this, I wanted money and comfortable life, so I immediately accepted without much thought.
"I accept Adnan, I fell in love at first sight when I saw you, I really want to spend every moment with you." - I had to lie a little to get it completely. the shock from my decision, but still wished me luck and lowered me. I immediately decided to look for my parents, there was no need to wait, I thought they would be happy, I would change her life, they would live with me here in luxury and beauty. I deeply believed that they would be happy, but the opposite happened. The conversation went very badly, my mother cried on the phone while my father insulted me, I never forgot his words, his disappointment in me, but I was silent while he was very he shouted loudly and at the end, he said to me: - "I do not have a daughter, my daughter died!" and hung up the phone. It really happened, from that moment I had no one, I was left alone without my parents, I thought if this is worth it, if I really want to lose them for this life. My greed for money won, I continued without my parents in the new world, in the world of money, lies, deceptions.
When I accepted this marriage I thought that my life would change, I would live a beautiful and luxurious life, and love would happen I said to myself because I liked it, I was sure I would love it, but it is not always as we want and plan. From this moment my real story started, my life as a movie started at this moment, when I accepted without thinking, without hesitation, I simply said YES.