Joshua
We arrived home both Hope and Jaxon were very quiet from the revelations of today. I knew I’d screwed up the moment I looked into her eyes and saw pools of tears in them. I’d truly f****d up and I knew I had to talk to her. Maybe I should never have snapped in the box but I needed to get the truth out of one she never really understood till today.
Today she looked horrified a lot more now the truth was out than when she never knew the reasons behind my actions. I felt like such an ass hole such a prick. I was wrong in doing what I did to her and I regretted it every day. She’d put it behind her and accepted my apology until the point I screwed up again.
She’d slumped silently up the stairs, "you played that really well."
I just wanted her to know the truth. I'm sorry I lost it
