Carly I’d slept for almost seven hours considering I couldn’t sleep at all until I went to the lake and sat beside bulldog jr and had a heart-to-heart with him I felt relieved that he wasn’t going to make a big scene out of this until after the last of the games which happened to be today. I was nervous. I’d never gotten this far in anything like this before, okay we’d been on vacations and my mom had both Kaden and me doing stuff like this because she thought it would bring me out of my shell to make friends, but unfortunately for her, it hadn’t. She had tried desperately to understand why I was unable to make friends. I was a freak that’s why. The only friends I ever had were Kaden and Aiden though they were part of my fam, they were the closest I had to friends my age. Liam and I were