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I wasn’t sure what was worse, the waiting or not knowing how long I had been down here. I had no sense of time as the light in the cellar remained the same. I couldn’t hear much other than my own breathing and I knew that was because the cellar was soundproof. No windows meant I couldn’t see outside, and I shifted uncomfortably. My ass was dead from sitting on it for so long and I forced myself to get up. All I had was my own thoughts and I didn’t want to be anywhere near myself. I felt more than guilty about the way I handled things with both Decker and Luca and my need to fix it was consuming me. However, no matter how much I wanted to talk to them, now was not the time. The tightening in my chest would come and go and I kept waiting for it to change into my transition, but eve
