The First One

Alone. Yep, that's pretty much my life spelled out for you, if you even cared. Not that I'm complaining. I got over the pain years ago, not it's just the feeling of nothing surrounding you every day of your life. My name? It's not very important, but if you really wanted to know it's Logan Masters. Not a bad name, but if I had chosen it maybe it would have been Spike, or something like that. Maybe not. I'm half vampire while supporting my "lovely" father's genes of a black winged demon. It may sound very bland, but I'm far from normal. You see, I live in this world not only surrounded by nothing and creatures from my world, but humans as well. You know, the kind that act like everything is perfect and they wouldn't give a damn about you. Pretending that the world they live in is safe, when they don't even know the real danger lurking behind every corner. In a way, I pity them. To an extent of course. If they could really see who I was, they would probably run screaming, flailing their arms wouldn't be a bad match either. Now you may think I'm a human hater, a concept I thought I would enjoy, but someone changed the way I looked at things. No, not something. Some girl. Some amazing ,beautiful girl. But I'm getting ahead of myself. I'll have to start at the beginning of my life for you to fully understand how I thought. What ran through my mind when I had to walk with humans. Then trying to ignore the girl I was in love with, the girl that questioned everything about me and my train of thought. She- Wait. There I go again. Well I'm sure by now you're on the edge of your seat, waiting for me to spill the beans, but I'm gonna be cruel to you one last time. This is my story. Not some sappy love story, though some might construe it in that way. If you want to read it, I say go on ahead. If this isn't your style, I'm sorry, but it's not my fault that my life took this turn. Or maybe you're just too much of a coward to face it, you know, the truth about life. It sure scared me when I found out I was in love. Well, brace yourselves. It's not all happy, but it's my life. Good luck trying to survive it. I know I sure had a hell of a time trying to. - Logan