He felt exhausted somehow. These were supposed to be happier days but things were still far from that. He finally has Amber and they could really hope for a happier future now. But in the same breathe he was afraid that he doesn't have to loose anyone in the process. He just wanted to be happy with the woman he loved by his side and the people he cared the most for walking along with him, happy and contended as well. Was that too much to ask for? It was in moments like these, Ivan felt the most lonely. He can't even talk to Amber about this because first she will freak out about Enrique and second God knows what drama was going on in the Vazquez mansion with Vera back at the moment. Cecilia was probably busy with engagement stuff. Sighing, he walked over and shuffled into his wardrobe. A