Vinni's pov:
Losing someone is the hardest thing in the world to deal with because that is the only pain that you feel internally.
But can never be expressed externally by crying, screaming, and dying.
And things get more nastiest when you know the reason for your loss is your, own mistake.
Death leaves a heartache that no one can heal, no medicine, no consolation, and no one's presence.
I am not sure, which pain is worse, the one that he left me or the pain that isn't with me,
I want to numb myself,
I want to embrace the coldness,
the same coldness when the live human turned into a cold body.
I am feeling as if I have died too with him and my family forgets to bury me.
When last time I was confronted by the betrayal of Ian, Leo was by my side 24×7,
He was my suppor
