Ian's pov: the bastard put his palm around my girl, if my situation was different I would surely rip this waiter apart but unfortunately I hate to bear his ass...
She turned her face and look into the waiter's eyes with her heavenly beautiful eyes.
"Everything is fine...!" She replied, the waiter stared at me then he looked back at her with concern " Are you sure...?" And once again she nodded her head.
Fuck! Why the hell my heart is burning in anger and jealousy...
**because you still love her...** my heart replied,
But I smiled at my heart and told my mind and heart that I have no right to love her. She is my girl and she deserves the world's best person, not a bastard like me who left her on our wedding day.
The waiter left us, and she once again sat at her place. "What you are still doing here..." She asked, staring at my order...
I made uncomfortable expressions because I ordered all her favorite snacks for me... I thought she'll ask me about my order but she didn't and sipped her coffee.
"Do you want me to go back...?" I asked, but the moment she raised her head and looked into my eyes...
My heart stopped beating and I started cursing myself in my mind.
Fuck! I shouldn't say those words to her...
How could I behave like this with her when it was me who left her...
"Dad... I wanted to spend some time with him...!" I said, and once again cursed myself for not saying sorry to her.
She sighed ** and picked up the cookie but instead of eating it, she dipped the cookie into the coffee and start playing with the edge of the coffee mug.
It's so f*****g awkward to sit with her in silence, " do you still come to this coffee shop on regular basis...?" I asked to make conversation with her and ease the tension between us but soon realized that I shouldn't have asked this question to her.
"It's ok! if you don't have to answer this question..." I said and passed her the box of her favorite dark chocolate almond brownies.
She picked up the brownie and was about to put it into her mouth but got interrupted by a handsome black bulky man.
"Boss wants to have word with you....!" The handsome black man said,
"Do you were chasing me all the time..." She asked in a cold tone, that handsome black man-made e-sorry face.
"It's my duty princess..." The black handsome man called her with the same endearment Peter used to call her.
She took the cell phone from his hand with an unhappy expression and started groaning in anger, this is the first time when I am seeing the cold rage in her gross,
Looking at her face, anyone can easily get scared, she has fire in her eyes to burn the world...
Damn! My rock-hard pecker would kill me if I keep staring at her.
"What's wrong with you Leo...? Why can't you just leave me alone for some time... ( she made a tired face as if someone has put tons of load over her shoulders...)
I am honestly very tired of your behavior... ( she rubbed her manicured fingers on her forehead to ease her tension lines)
You promised Leo, that you'll let me stay here for some time, but you again start running on the same track..." She said as if she'll start crying any second. I witnessed the moistness in her eyes but she soon blink her tear
I don't know what the Leo guy was saying on the other side but I can see the sad smile on her face, her smile was simply showing empty and alone she is...
"Until I have your back, no one can hurt me, Leo, Don't worry I'll be at home before you, promise..." She said, with a forced smile, and cut the call.
Then she passed back the cell phone to the black handsome man.
"I am standing outside the cafe, please this time don't try to escape from me..." He said, and she obediently nodded her head,
Once the handsome man left us alone, she turned her face back on her brownie and filled her mouth with it.
She was munching the brownie-like a toddler, I wish I could take her mouth right here, right now...
Her lips, her tender, soft, smooth, glossy lips around the mushroom of my pecker are still fresh in my mind...
My heart has been drowning and exploring the deepness of the ocean of love and I am not attempting to save myself.
Holding my pecker tightly, I was about to close my eyes to feel the pleasure of the past but suddenly she started coughing badly, seeing her red face and eyes, I got completely panicked and my body starts turning cold.
She instantly picked up the coffee and started chugging it, in just a few seconds she got fine and started staring at me with concern.
After everything that I had done with her, she still has the same concern and love in her eyes for me.
Wait! What...?
Did I say, love?
No, it can't be love...!
But my heart and mind can never fail to read her eyes.
She puts her palm on my palm and squeezes it, I came out of my thoughts and looked at her grip over my palm.
She instantly pulled her palm back and made an uncomfortable face, she tug her hair behind her ear and looked at me once again.
"Are you alright...?" She asked,
I sighed** and closed my eyes in pure guilt and shame...
"Ian..." She called my name, and that's when I opened my eyes and look into her eyes.
The concern and love in her eyes for me, killing me brutally...
"Can...Can you have dinner with me tonight...?" Once again, I did the same mistake once again.
For a few seconds, she didn't say anything and kept staring into my eyes, then she looked down and picked the strawberry and blueberry mousse...
She dipped the spoon into it and then shoved the spoon into her mouth. Once she finished the entire cup of mousse she looks at me " My current life doesn't allow me to join you for dinner Ian, but I promise I'll try my best to come..." She said, the last line in assuring manner.
This is the first time when she didn't give a proper response to me, in our past she never said no to me for anything so it's not easy for me to digest her words.
" I guess I should go now…” she said and got up from the couch but as I looked at her bag, my eyes were shocked to see one of the most expensive bags in her hand. She is holding the Mouawad 1001 Nights Diamond Purse,
She was about to move to the exit door but I called her, " Sun... ( I stopped because now I have no right to call her by this name) can I please drop you at your place, " she stopped but didn't twirl back to look at me.
"You don't have to, because I know the way of my place very well..." She replied, fisting the handle of her expensive purse very tightly.
"Please..." I almost said, in a pleading tone.
She didn't say anything and start moving to the exit door, I stopped at the counter to pay the bill but the shop owner refused to take the bill.
I frowned and asked her why she isn't taking the bill. She smiled Damn! This lady's smile is still the same, so soft and motherly.
"You were the guest of the owner of this cafe, how can I take a bill from you.!" Hearing her words, ground slipped under my feet,
"What?" That's the only word that escaped my mouth, six years ago this cafe was sinking into heavy debt but the lady who is standing in front of me doesn't want to sell her cafe as it was the last memory of her parents.
"Yes! The girl with whom you had your snacks a few minutes ago, she was the one who saved this place and the real owner of this cafe..." The lady replied,
"But... But it, ( I am trying to form words, but my mind isn't working properly) you said that it..." I didn't say anything and walked out of the cafe but got stunned when I find Vinni standing out of the door.
Was she waiting for me...?
Once she witnessed me, she started walking on the road and I started walking behind her...
Damn! She is wearing four inches expensive Hermes heels and still walking as if she was running in a marathon...
I jogged to her and started walking beside her, " Aren't you feeling tired of this Mask...?" She asked,
"Now I got habitual of wearing this..." I replied,
She makes face, but it was difficult to say in what senses, " of course, after all, you have become the global football superstar..."
"What about you...?" I asked,
She smiled, " Me? " she questioned back to me, looking into my eyes.
I stare at her heels,
" 1000's of $ heels, "
then I looked at her expensive hang bag,
"Million-dollar handbag..."
Then I look at her Graff Diamonds Hallucination watch that is shining on her wrist,
" million dollar watch..." Then I look into her eyes but she only smiles,
"It's all gifts from my close friends and dear ones..." She replied,
"Friends...!" I said with a tight smile because I know our common friends can't afford such gifts...
She stopped and start staring at me with narrow expressions, " keep walking, a Rang rover is following us..."
For a few seconds, she didn't say anything, then start walking once again, " It's Jasper, "
"Jasper?" I asked in a questioning manner,
"The same guy who came to me with his cell phone..." She replied,
"But why he is chasing us...?" I asked,
"He is chasing me...!" She retorted back,
"And why he is chasing you...?" I asked,
"To protect me from the monsters who kept themselves hidden in the wolf's clothing..." She taunted me.
I didn't say anything and kept walking toward her residence, at one point she was about to fall down but before she touches the ground I clutched her in my arms.
She fisted my jacket and start staring at me in the way I was staring at her and at that moment we both got lost in each other's eyes.
This is how first time we collided for the first time in school, she was wearing a black jacket and black jeans, instead of a collage bag she has a lady's handbag in her hands, her lips were painted gross and her skin was shining like a moon shines in the night.
"Leave me....!" Her expressions turned into cold ones, I wish I could rip this cold expression from her face.
I made her stand on her feet and step back, she inhaled a deep breath, and with an uncomfortable face once again started walking to her home.
To ease the tension, I smiled " so, now you are the owner of that restaurant..." I asked,
"That restaurant was very important for that lady, I don't know if you still remember or not but it was her parent's last memory..." She answered back,
"I just paid the debts and now I can have anything in that restaurant for free..."
"She has 100k $ debt over her..." I said, she turn her face and look at me then she sucked a deep breath.
"One of my close family members helped me to pay the bill..." She replied,
But she doesn't have any family except Peter and his Dad, this is what she told me.
I think she understood what I was thinking, so she stopped and looked into my eyes.
"I don't think I want to discuss anything about my personal life with you, Ian,
You tell me what is going on in your life...?" She asked, and once again start walking down the road.
I sighed heavily...
She was always an outspoken and hot-headed, girl but she never showed that kind of attitude to me.
"Busy in matches and endorsements...!" I replied,
"I heard you recently opened your, own fragrance and men's accessories company..." She asked,
Hearing her words, my heart started beating so fast in my chest,
"So you do watch my updates on social media and Tv...?" I asked,
Having this cold and emotionless conversation with her is so damn! Difficult for me.
She sighed heavily then smiled, "The investor of your company is my Leo, he is a huge fan of yours and blabbers about you too much around me... "
My mouth opened wide and my blood got cold hearing her words, Leo... Is she talking about *Leonard Rodriguez* The f*****g hot-headed youngest scientist and the owner of a 100 billion dollar company...
No! That's not possible, she must be kidding! She must be... I stopped and looked at her from top to bottom,
My palms automatically covered her mouth and my senses stopped working,
"Are you ok Ian...?" She asked, but no words came out of my mouth.
She can't be lying because from top to bottom, left to right she has been loaded with millions of dollars in expensive embellishments...
I look forward and gulped my emotions with my saliva... Leonard Rodriguez is not the name but the guy is a global sensation at this time because of his inventions, and his intelligence. He is also famous for his secretive and cold nature.
Ian knew Leonard very well and respect him a lot because Rodriguez company was the one who invests loads of money in his matches but because of Leonard's busy schedule, he never gets the chance to see him face to face.
"Ian you aren't looking well, let's sit inside the Car I'll drop you at your place..." She said, with concern dripping eyes.
I came out of my thoughts and looked at her, " Is he your boyfriend...?" I asked, but instead of replying to me she starts walking back and sat inside the car.
She said something to the driver and left me alone on the road in the same way how I left her on our wedding day.
I put my palm on my chest because my heart has been aching so painfully, I am feeling as if someone Is piercing thousands of knives in my heart at the same time.
Fuck!!! I can't take this, I can't...
"So what do you want?" My inner self asked me,
"Do you want her to accept you? Do you want her to forget what you had done with her on your wedding day, do you want her to embrace you...?" I closed my eyes,
I have no right, no right to react like this, but what should I do with my heart...? Which never stopped loving her.