The Cursed Love Story ( Saga of unforgettable Revenge )

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Vinni's pov:

Ian thought that I didn't notice him, Well, I Did, The wind here also gives me the feeling of him being near me...

After a long wait of six years, six years he would stand in front of me like this, I never thought...

No, I said something wrong because of my floating emotions. Of course, I am not in my senses to see him after six years.

The bastard had left me at our wedding and escaped from here just to fulfill his dream, he hadn't thought about me before leaving me. That burning pain, that moment, and the way people were staring at me are still alive in me. For six years I have been burning in the fire of pain, that in years there has not been a single day when I did not miss this bastard.

I'm just waiting for the time when everybody gets out of here and I'll break this Bastard Ian's teeth, Although I want to strangle him,

But he doesn't even deserve my hate. I still can't believe that it was so easy for Ian to leave me. If he told me one time that he doesn't want to marry me, he needs time because he wants to focus on his career, I swear to God I won't stop him, I even would support him but Ian left me like a people left the garbage.

Ian may don't know anything about my past or my family but he knew how alone I was, he knew after uncle and Peter he was my only family, he knew how much I loved him, he knew for him I could even change the direction of air too, but still, he left me, he left me without giving me any reason.

My Uncle always warned me about drugs but never warned me about the worst ones. Growing up around loving people like my uncle and peter, love always seemed like the best thing, it seemed like magic to me, I always thought it was a "happily ever after" thing and that it would be perfect. The thing is, when they tell you about love, they describe it as this magical feeling that is irreplaceable, I mean, I don't disagree. But then comes the heartbreak, the pain. It’s irreplaceable, it's the worst type of pain you can probably ever go through.

Like today, you’re together; you belong to him, you do everything in your power to make him happy, you find your whole world right there, in his starlit eyes, the way his lips just blend in with yours, you stood by his side at his worst, when everyone left you were there. It looks all perfect. But then, a flash happens. A text that makes you go blank, you can't escape it, and the very next moment, you are just two strangers. Two strangers with beautiful memories, two strangers who meant the world to each other at some point. It’s strange, how it begins, all the love in between, and how it ends.

You just lay in bed and you cry, cry and cry. All those months, weeks, all your time together, the memories, it all flashes in front of you. You curse yourself, you blame yourself. You cry to sleep only to wake up with the tears dried around your eyes. After a while, it hits you, all the subtle clues; the change of emotion when he talked to you, how he slowly stopped saying “I love you”, how he stopped kissing you, how he stopped hugging you, how he didn’t treat you like he used to. But then, you find faults within yourself, because he’s perfect to you. You remember how it just felt different at the end, but you never gave a damn because, you were going down, but you were doing it with him.

But you know, whatever happens, happens for the good, and you feel like it just wasn’t the right time. So you gradually try to move on. Then, it's the days and weeks and months of crying uncontrollably, especially when it hits you at random times, those never-ending questions flooding your head. You remember how he called you beautiful when you wore that black dress, how he said you looked cute while making faces, those stupid promises, everything. You slowly try to move on, but you still think of him, you want him to be happy, but just not happier, just not how he was with you.

You promise yourself to never fall in love again because it hurts. Losing him hurts, rejection hurts, realizing he’s not yours anymore hurts, loving him when he doesn’t love you back hurts.

For the last six years, I have been trying to forget this moron,

For the last six years, I have been trying to move on,

For the last six years, I have been trying to forget him,

For the last six years, I have been cursing him every day and at the end of the day, I cried over my bed while hugging his shirt and his pillow.

I know, I know, I am responsible for my, own condition, but it wasn't easy for me to move on,

It wasn't easy for me to forget him,

It wasn't easy for me to give his place to someone.

Being in a relationship can be a beautiful thing and a curse; I grow to become so attached to him that I started to miss him uncontrollably when he was not with me When I was desperately missing him. I might find it hard to focus on myself and my work, and I end up just thinking about him all the time.

It hurts because I choose to love that person, and that person became a part of my identity. I love someone because he had given me infinite happiness, given me a sense of purpose, and given me a refuge that I can run to in bad times.

The pain is unbearable. The pain is suffocating. The pain is wild. It makes me angry. It makes me want to hate. It makes me want to get revenge. It is all over the place.

You ask the question, "Why me", "Why did you do this?", "How could you?", "Why didn't you think of what this would do to us?" and many more.

The pain is inside of me. I let it live there. I let the person I loved control my happiness. I expected from him.

I am going through a lot of pain. Because I got betrayed by the one person I trusted in this whole world.

Among my stillness is a pounding heart.

I look at Jackson's wife and my childhood friend, who has been crying for her husband. Her tears are reminding me of my painful past.

After facing so many shades of life, one thing I have understood so well, is that Love hurts, no doubt, Loving somebody hurts, Not being loved hurts, Breaking up hurts, Being broken up with hurts, Real love hurts, Fake love hurts, Loving too much hurts, Loving too little hurts, Any and everything about love hurts, So why do we love? I wish I could answer that but like every other person, I also have no answer to this question.

I once again looked at Ian, whose gaze is fixed on Jackson.

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, and you meant nothing to him

Slowly everyone started leaving the graveyard, but I planned to stay so I can face the moron who had left me for his career.

I am about to move toward him but suddenly my gaze falls on Caroline, who was still crying for Jackson along with her daughter.

I move toward her and hugged her tightly, I try to console her but I know my words can never heal her pierced heart. I can feel her pain, I can understand what she has been feeling at this moment, maybe because I have gone through the same in the past when Ian left him.

I had a reason to live with my pain but Carolina, Jackson has left her forever and now he'll never come back to her.

It hurts to love. It's like giving yourself to be flayed and knowing that at any moment the other person may just walk off with your skin.

The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever.

Right now no medicine in the world can heal her pain, I wish god has given two hearts to everyone, Even if one breaks, it becomes easy to live with the other.

Ava came to us and I told her to take Carolina and her daughter with her but Ava started asking me to come with her too...

I refused, but she kept insisting on me, Ava is worried for me, Damn! Feeling, after Ian left me everyone started looking at me with sympathy, they see me as a poor girl who had got dumped by her boyfriend on her wedding day.

When I told Ava that I would come with my men, she took a sigh of relief and left me alone in the graveyard.

Finally, now we are both alone, I immediately turned to Ian and slowly started walking towards him.

He is standing like a mute statue at his place as if someone glued his feet to the ground.

Now we both are standing in front of each other, he is breathing heavily, I can hear his fast-beating heart, and his eyes have been fixed on me.

I slowly raised my hands and removed the cap from his head, and then I started uncovering his face, his eyes are looking so red as if he was crying for so long, I can also see the guilt and pain dripping from his eyes.

I grit my teeth in rage, then without thinking twice, I used all my strength and slapped him so hard with full energy.

The impact of my slap was too hard because his face got turned in the other direction and my fingers got printed on his cheek skin.

He didn't say anything to me, but he turned his face back to the same position to look at me.

I gulped my pain with my saliva, I thought he'll say something, he'll give me an explanation but the moron was staring at me with the same expressions how he used to see me when we were in school.

Even today his eyes are driving me crazy, even today he has the same love for me as it was yesterday, even today I can feel the same gravity between us as I felt for the first time with him.

No, it's all a lie, it's my emotions, who are showing me lies, I won't make the mistake of trusting Ian once again, never

Damn! My heart is pounding so fast against my chest, I know he can hear my fast heart rate.

Why? Even after whatever he had done to me, why I have been feeling all the emotions for him, Why my heart is unable to hate him, why my arms are yearning to hug him, to hold him close to my chest, why my lips are craving to taste him. Why I am feeling as if I have found the lost piece of my heart.

You are my one in a million. You make me feel things I never knew were possible. When we kissed for the first time, my body became electrified. I felt like I was floating on clouds and nothing could bring me down. You were the most amazing person I have ever met, you were my everything, then why? Why did you betray me, Ian? Why did you leave me? More than humiliation I was hurt by your behavior, you knew how sensitive I was, you knew how easily I took things on my heart and how easily I got hurt, but still, you left me.

I Didn’t realize how lonely I had been until I met you. You filled a missing piece of my heart and made me feel complete. Then why did you set my dream world on fire Ian why?

Instead of hating you why I have been feeling the same connection between us that I had felt for the first time when we met.

Instead of telling you how much I hate you, why my hearts want to tell you, I have missed you more than you can ever imagine. Your presence is making me feel alive, Every time I look at you, my heart skips a beat. Every time I hear your voice my mind goes blank.

I’ve missed you more than you will ever know...

"Ma'am Leonard sir is on the call..." My bodyguard said, Ian instantly turned his face and started staring at my bodyguard from top to bottom then he looked at me

Instead of asking him why he left me, I turned my back to him and took the phone from my bodyguard.

"Hy babe, How are you doing...?" I asked in a low tone, on-call while moving toward the car.

"I heard you lost your friend in an accident...?" Leo asked,

"Carolina is in so much pain right now, I feel so bad for her, after the accident of her family, Jackson was her only source of living..." I said to Leo, wiping my tears.

"Don't get sad princess, maybe God may have plans for her and she has a daughter..." Leo said in a very low and loving tone.

"Leo, she is her daughter, she can't replace her father's place in Carolina's life, you can't imagine her condition..." I said, my bodyguard opened the door of my car and I sat inside my Rolls Royce Boat Tail and started looking out of the window.

I can see Ian who has been staring at me from the distance with astonishing expressions, and why won't he get astonished after all my bodyguards ignored him like trash.

"Princess it will take me 4-5 days to come to you, if you want, you can come home with Carolina..." Leo said,

I sighed heavily,

"You don't need to finish your work for me early, take your time and come once your work gets done... Till then I'll stay in town with Peter and my old friends..." I said but I heard the irritated sigh from Leo's side.

"Ma'am..." The driver called my name

" Take me to Carolina's place..." I said to the driver and once again looked out of the window, Ian was still standing at the same place.

"Princess..." Before Leo forced me to go back to LA, I cut him off.

"Leo please, please don't force me to go back home, you aren't here, please let me be here till you come back from your business trip, please Leo..." I almost begged him.

"Why do you always ask for such difficult things..." Leo asked,