CHAPTER EIGHTEEN While Riley was hard at work in Connecticut, her ex-husband, Ryan Paige, was getting into the car after his flight. He found himself wondering … Am I sure I want to do this? Is this really a good idea? Even as he asked himself those questions, he realized how odd it was for him to be so hesitant. Not too long ago, he’d never have doubted his own decisions. But now a lot had changed in his life. For several long minutes, Ryan sat in the Mercedes he’d just rented at the Tweed– New Haven Airport and tried to think things through. His life as he’d known it—his high-paying career as a lawyer, his prestige and reputation, the countless beautiful young women he’d been involved with—all that was over now. His stupid little affair with an associate named Kyanne had provoked