Kabanata 20
Hole
I tried to avoid Alas. No, I didn’t try. I really did it. It’s been a week since I slept in his condo. A week after I told to myself that I would never win the deal. A week since I realized that I’m already falling for him.
Madali lang siyang iwasan — iyon ang palagi kong isinasaksak sa kukote ko. Kahit na ang totoo ay nahihirapan ako lalo pa at sa loob ng isang linggo na 'yon ay palagi siyang nagpaparamdam. He calls and texts, even went to my office only to asked my secretary to tell him that I wasn't there. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko siya nalulusutan, o baka talagang hindi lang rin siya ganoon kapursigido na hagilapin ako.
Hmm. Why look for me when he has Trish, right?
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil sa tuwing maalala ko ang eksenang nakita ko bago lisanin ang bui
