Melanie's P.O.V. I walk back into the living room feeling even more crappy than I did before. Tuck wasn't my fall back, he was far from it. Tuck was the guy that I wanted to be with, I just couldn't convince myself to trust him yet. No matter how many dates I went on, he was the guy I wanted to be holding me at the end of the night. He's never been my second choice, always my first. The fact that he thinks he's my backup plan makes me feel like a crappy human being, like I've let him down or something. I really need to have a talk with him about us when there's no one else around. He's so mad at me right now though, that I don't think I could even convince him otherwise. He's so use to other girls playing games with him and treating him like he's an object rather than a person, t