Dr.Knight and Virgin Mary

"Yes!" I snapped into the phone,"I'm on my way right now!" My voice was filled with annoyance as I spoke to my best friend. I was in the back of a yellow cab as I spoke to her and I'm sure the driver thought I was an unpleasant company. It was early in the morning and he probably has been driving these busy streets all through the night. The plum colored bags under his eyes gave away his exhaustion. The clear irritation in his slight glare through the rear view mirror was also an indication. "Why are you so worked up about this, Mary? You have a problem and you need to see a doctor, millions of people do it every day," She explained and my eyes rolled as I listened to her words. She was right, but my situation was a bit different. "Tessa, sorry that I'm so worked up about a stranger sticking their fingers in me!" The sarcastic comment was said in a hushed tone so the driver wouldn't hear me, but considering we made eye contact in the rearview mirror-again- he, in fact, heard me. "You haven't had a period in 3 months, that's not normal for a girl like you," She said as she hinted at my most embarrassing trait. I pressed my lips into a line and I wanted to snap at her again, but what good would that do? "It will be fine and once you get used to their fingers up there it might actually feel nice," She said and my cheeks burned as I glared out the window into the spring atmosphere of New York. "I'm hanging up now," I said in a monotone way and she giggled and bid me goodbye just in time for the car to pull up to the curb of the doctor's office. I decided to tip the man a little extra for his troubles of hearing my conversation and then I stepped out of the car. I pulled my light pink skirt down so it was smooth and brushed against my knees neatly. I was glad I wore my black sweater today because it was a chilly one given that it was almost March. I hurried into the doctor's office unwillingly but my OCD (self-diagnosed) for being on time outweighed my anxiety for my visit. The office smelled like a hospital and it gave me the chills, I hated hospitals. It was even decorated blandly like a hospital would. White walls with accent colors of that awful grayish blue color. The decor made me grimace. I do not want to be here, but sadly I already made eye contact with the lady at the receptionist desk. I walked up to the receptionist and smiled at her,"Hello I'm here to see Dr.Knight," I said as my nude nails drummed against the counter. "Aren't we all," She mumbled under her breath before clicking on the computer,"Mary Penny?" She asked and I nodded. "Yes I'm Mary Penny," I said and she nodded and clicked and typed some more. "Alright," She said as she got up with my file in her hand and she walked out of my sight. I shifted on my black heels as I waited patiently. The nurse better hurry up before I make a run for it and just as I thought that the door opened and she smiled. "He's ready to see you now," She said and I was about to walk, but her words caught up with me. "Wait, did you just say he?" I asked as my eyes widened to the size of the lights hanging above me. "Yes, Dr.Knight is a male, one of the best really, you're in good hands," She assured me," No pun intended," She mumbled trying to get me to lighten up, but it only reminded me of what was about to happen. Just do it you, big baby! I sighed and followed her down the hall and she lead me into the examination room, "Alright, get undressed and put this gown on with the seams tied in the front," She explained and I hesitated for a moment but nodded and she left me to change. I stood with my body against the door as I undressed so no one would barge in. I did as she said and tied the hospital gown in front of me and I squirmed in the thin fabric because only a few knots prevented my naked body from being shown. There was a knock on the door and it made me jump in my spot on the table. "eh, uh come in?" I said awkwardly and the door opened. A large foot dressed in a black shoe entered first and it was followed by a long muscular leg that had black pants clinging onto it in all the right places. My eyes raised up the body and he wore a light blue dress shirt under his white lab coat that constricted against his muscular arms and toned chest. My eyes widened when I looked into his dazzling blue eyes on his perfect face. He was tan, which made his feature much more attractive. His Greek nose scrunched in response to his lips curling into a smile that showed his perfectly straight teeth. "Hi, hun, you must be Mary Penny?" He asked as he glanced at his file in his hand. I watched his large hand push back his dark hair because it fell into his eyes. "Um," I swallowed," Yes, Sir," I said and his eyes glistened with amusement at the formality. "Oh please, no need for the formality; it makes me feel old," He joked as he plopped down on the spinny chair which caused me to look down at him slightly, but because of his height we were almost eye to eye. He was very tall. "I just turned 30 and I think the denial is setting in," he rambled to himself and I only sat there and nodded too nervous to give him a chuckle. He clapped his hands together once he seemed settled, "So," He said in sync with his clap, "What brings you in, hun?" He asked and he looked at me with his full attention which made this more awkward to say because his gaze was friendly but very intimidating. I looked down at my hands and fumbled with my fingers. "Um, I uh haven't had my, um," I bit my lip as I looked up at the ceiling, "my period in 3 months," I said and he patiently nodded and grabbed a pen out of his coat pocket and wrote it down. "Are you on birth control?" He asked and I shook my head. That was an easy question to answer. He wrote some more, "Have you had unprotected s*x?" He asked and my cheeks burned and I shook my head and looked down at my hands, "Huh," he said as he thought, "When was the last time you had s*x?" He asked like it was a normal question everyone asked one another. "I uh," my cheeks hurt so much from the blood pumping to them, "haven't," I said and his eyebrows furrowed and he tilted his head to the side. "Recently?" He asked and I pursed my lips before revealing my flaw. "Never, actually," I said and his eyebrows raised for a brief second before he covered it with a professional gaze. "Okay then, you're definitely not pregnant," he said as he crossed a couple of things off on the paper. He laid the file down on the table and then spun around and grabbed some gloves and I watched wide-eyed as he slipped them on with the sound of a snap. "Lay back, please. I'm just gonna feel around and make sure nothing serious is going on," He explained and a small distressed sound left my lips as I clamped my legs shut. His eyes softened and he scooted a little closer to me and he hunched over so I really was looking down at him, "Have you been to this type of doctors appointment before?" He asked referring to him being a gynecologist and I shook my head and he licked his lips as he sucked in a breath. He nodded, "Okay then, uh, do you want me to explain exactly what I'm gonna do before I do it," He asked and I glanced at him timidly before nodding slowly. He grinned at my compliance, "Alright, so you'll lay back and then you'll put your legs on these thing," He pointed to the metal poles with little pads on them so my legs could rest comfortably on them, "Then I will stick only two fingers into the vaginal canal and feel for any signs of anything serious," He explained and I bit my lip as I hesitantly nodded. "Alright," I mumbled as I scooted back on the table. "Alright," He mimicked with a smile that made me more comfortable. "Just put your legs up here," he said as his hands clapped against the pole and I grimaced as I set my legs up so they were wide apart. I laid my head back and my breathing became shallow as my anxiety kicked in, "You Okay Miss. Penny?" He asked as he looked to the left of my legs and I nodded. It was a lie I wasn't okay when I could feel the draft hit my folds that were exposed to a man for the first time. "Alright, I'm gonna begin my examination," He said and I nodded as I fumbled with my fingers. "O-oh Okay," I stammered as I squeezed my eyes shut. I felt one finger enter me slowly and I bit my lips, I've never even had a tampon up there let alone a finger. "Still doing Okay," He asked and I managed to squeak out a reply while biting my lips till they turned white. When I felt him try and put his second finger in I gasped and tried to close my legs on reflex. "Woah, hey Mary, it's okay," He said in a calming voice as his free hand patted my knee, "You're just a little tight, that's all. If you relax it will make this all much easier," He explained and I took deep breaths in and out trying to relax. Eventually, I had calmed myself which in turn relaxed my clenched muscles and his fingers entered me with ease. "So Mary, what do you do for a living," He asked to make it less awkward. "I- I'm a school teacher," I explained as I felt his fingers feel around on my walls and it actually felt kinda good. Tessa was right. "Oh, that's awesome! I love kids, what grade do you teach?" He asked and his fingers began to move some more and I felt an ache in my core. "Dr.Knight with all due respect I'd rather not talk about m-my kids while your fingers are in me," I said and he chuckled. "Fair enough," He said and the room fell silent. I couldn't help but focus on his fingers and the ache grew. My breaths picked up but it went unnoticed because he was too busy concentrating. My toes stretched out as his fingers began to move in a clockwise motion. What is going on? "Dr.Knight Wh-" I gasped when his fingers pressed up firmly and it made me grab the sides of the table, "Stop!" I whispered breathlessly and he immediately complied and pulled his fingers out. "Miss.Penny is everything alright?" He asked in a worried tone and I shook my head as I put my legs down and together again. "No, I felt like an aching sensation down there and and-" I was at a loss for words and his face only tried to hide his amusement, but the twitching of the corner of his lip gave him up. "It's perfectly normal Mary," He said biting his lip to hide his grin, "plenty of times I've had women orgasm while I examined them," He said and my eyes widened. "Was I- " I trailed off and his eyes darkened a little. "About to c*m?" He asked and I looked away but nodded. I was a curious cat and I couldn't help myself, "Probably yes," He said and my neck heated because my checks had tapped out, "it's okay though you don't need to be embarrassed," He said as he rested his hand on the top of my knee and gave me a comforting smile. "I'm sorry, Doctor, I just didn't know because well I haven't...you know," He said and his eyebrows pulled together. "Well surely you've m*********d," He said and my eyes widened at his upfront nature. Who says that? I guess it must be a doctor thing, he must be desensitized to these things. "No!" I said exasperatedly as I sat up straight and fumbled with the ends of my gown. "So you've never climaxed before?" He asked and I got the impression he was also a curious cat as well. "No," I whispered. "Do you want to?" He asked.