The Legend of Azhakkstadd

CHAPTER XXIX : STRANGE

-Nazif-

            I felt so awkward a while ago ahahahaha good thing I immediately made my way to avoid it. Gosh, Aisha what the heck have you done to me? Give me back my confidence ahahahaha just kidding. Anyway, enough of that ridiculousness. We sat ourselves down to start meditating for the technique that we've been working on but Kuzma prevented us, saying that he has to tell us something first before proceeding. It might help us, so we listened to him first.

            "I wasn't able to tell you this before" he initiated pertaining to his wound. He's just wearing shorts for today since the day he got wounded, his covered wound prevented him from wearing pants though. And he said he didn't want to irritate his wound or to rip another pair of pants. 

    I envy his flawless and toned legs, it looked so sexy. I wish I had those long lean legs too. Well, I have mine actually but not as nice as him. He quickly healed from his wound and was able to regain his strength immediately. He stayed in the healing center for about two days, and after that, he went back all fine and jolly again. The same as he was before. He went back bringing lots of bullets to attack Kurezma ahahahaha

            "What is it?" Kurezma asked excitedly, waiting for Kuzma to answer her, she looked up towards his brother. He looked at Ashtan from far away for a while and then back to us

            "Ashtan must have forgotten to remind you that once you do this technique it'll hurt you" Kuzma stated reminding us about hurting ourselves if we use too much power, or if we use power without being too stable with it. It's a normal thing to us that if you use your power, you'll be paying a little price... that is to feel pain during its usage. And of course we know, that's why he's been hospitalized for days... right?

    But if you're able to unlock your great power you'll be able to ease the pain to be able to bear with it, just like we do... that's why training both physical and special strength is important. But I'm an exception... I don't know but I'm not feeling any pain whenever I try everything. I've been practicing with larger and heavier abilities and skills yet I don't feel sore, just tired just as everyone do.

            "Yea, we already know that" Aisha commented as her eyebrows met each other "Why are you repeating it?" she continued, Kuzma just looked at her as if thanking her for asking that question... because I think this must be important

            "Because this technique is different, you will still feel such pain while doing this even though you mastered this already. Even me, I still suffer from it, but not as severe as it was when I started. When you master this technique, it's not assured that you won't feel any pain, but it's sure that it won't be that painful" Kuzma explained himself seriously answering Aisha's question... 

    I get it, it'll still cost us pain but good thing it's not that painful... using powers really cause you to be exhausted, it's not easy though... Nothing's easy in this world, after all, so you have to do your best to break through...

            "Is it bearable?" I asked him which he responded to with a nod, I smiled with that thought... thank goodness... I train a lot just to avoid the pain... it's very excruciating, it hurts so much. Once you use your power without being used to it that much, it might hurt you bad and worse, it can kill you.

            "Do you still want to do this?" he asked us playfully, of course, he's just joking, even if we say yes, he will still make us do it

            "What if I say no?" Kurezma rode his humor as she broke out a laugh with him

            "Then go home" he answered that made us all laugh with them... gosh these guys are really a laughter machine ahahahaha fact check, I haven't seen them serious for a longer time... they just act serious then back too crack heads again

               "Ok" she answered in a serious manner as she stood up "Just kidding. Let's start" Kurezma shortly answered as she chuckled and went to start her meditation...

            "Go, you can start now. It might help you because you already know what you're looking for" Kuzma invited us which both Aisha and I followed. It helps us to do things properly and easily if we already know or understand how it's done and what happens if we do it, especially when it comes to knowing more about our very own powers. I closed my eyes and felt the power within me.

-Ashtan-

            The reason why I don't like talking much is because I don't like what's coming out of my mouth whenever I lose control. Sometimes, out of nowhere I just utter words that I shouldn't tell anyone, things that shouldn't come out wherein i should be the only one to know. 

            It's just so hard to conceal something and prevent it from spilling especially to those persons who are involved to it. I'm not very good at lying so I prefer not to speak at all. Because when I speak, everything will just go out without even me noticing it.

    I hate myself when I think of things then suddenly they'd slip out of my mouth and end up telling everyone things that I shouldn't say. Thinking out loud, literally loud. It's as if my thoughts are overpowering me and speaks whatever it wants to speak out.   

    That's why I chose not to speak at all, in that way, I'd be safer. Just like a while ago, I almost spilled out... never mind. Just thank God Malikstar I was quick to recognize and fixed myself immediately, or else.... gosh, I'm so embarrassed for myself.

    I felt so hot on my cheeks a while ago, I'm sure I was so red. Good thing I managed to get out of that situation right away. I left them on the field out of my embarrassment, Kuzma's with them though so they won't be needing me right now...

            "Hey, come here, we need you!" oh crap! someone from behind me suddenly exclaimed, calling for me... Exactly when I said they won't be needing me... ironically speaking... nice, what the heck, right ahahahaha

            "What?" I asked as I turned around and saw Kuzma staring at me standing tall holding his sword while waiting for me to respond as his left eyebrow raised upwards... he doesn't look like he's training at all ahahahaha it seems like he's just wandering around his own house and all. He just wore a plain shirt and a short... he looked so hilarious ahahaha

    Good thing he wore shoes to make him look better and not slippers that'll sum up my perspective towards him at the moment ahahahaha

            "Let's go?" he asked motioning his head telling me to come with him while his hands are holding his sword

            "What do you need from me, anyway? I know you can handle it" I asked as I stood up and started walking to catch up with him... he walked slow and careful due to his wound, I know he healed from it already but I think he just doesn't want to overdo himself

            "This is your technique, you should be the one teaching them" he spoke while walking straight without looking at me

            "Why don't you teach them?" I asked as I walked faster at the same speed as he is so that I can see his face.

            "I don't know what to do after their meditation, what are they going to do when they finally connect with their weapons?" he asked as he stops to look at me, his face looked firm and serious, he probably really didn't know after all

            "That's so simple dude, but that's fine, I'll assist them," I said between my chuckles, his excuse is kinda lame making it more obvious that he's passing the responsibility to me ahahaha he's so silly. I also stopped to face him "Seriously? you don't know?" I asked again, he just laughed while he nods his head as a response, that amused me, well, nobody is so smart to know everything though

            "By the way, why did you walk away from a little while ago?" he asked looking right into my eyes, his expression is indescribable, I can't understand his face... it's like he wanted to know something... hmmm... probably catching me, huh?

            "Nothing, I'm just not in the mood of teaching, I needed some air... why?" I made sure that my voice was solid upon delivering that to make it more believable as if it's really true so that he won't doubt me. I kept the eye contact with him so that he'll believe me easily. I'm good at this, you know ahahahaha wait... I thought I'm not good at lying... but how come I'm getting away with this... strange

            When it's Kuzma I can easily hide it, but when it's Kurezma, I can't?

            "Ok, if you say so" he sighed as he shortly said with a mixed tone of both satisfaction and disappointment ahahaha it seems like he didn't get the answer that he wanted, he felt awkward by my stare and decided to cut it off by removing his gaze towards mine and started walking to the others who are now meditating.

            I stood there for a while smiling. Maybe he thought he'd make me spill out that easy ahahaha but I'm not as easy as he thought.

            "How long are they meditating?" I whispered softly near Kuzma's ear so that I won't disturb the three of them from their concentration

            "About an hour ago" he answered softly without whispering, that means I've been out for an hour already "They won't get disturbed just like that, once you're under meditation and up for locating your energy source, nothing can distract you" he explained himself looking at me ahahaha as if I didn't know

            "Yea, I know, I was just teasing you, I know you hated so much to be whispered in the ear," I said softly as I laughed

            "Shut up" he just said and looked away from me looking annoyed ahahahaha his face is priceless he really looked so funny

            "Let's just wait until they wake up" I stopped laughing and sat myself properly on the ground

            "Obviously" he shortly answered, staring at the three of them meditating, did I just piss him off? ahahahaha