Aya It’s finally the day lo gets home and I’m super excited I mean I have a lot to tell her about what’s been happening since she’s been away. It has only been like 1 week since I got back from my trip and I didn’t think she’s be coming out but the boys said they are going to do a trail for a while sooo. Lately I’ve be very what do you call it let say weird because I’m having major second thoughts about the boys I mean yes I didn’t really have a choice in the relationship but I DONT LIKE IT. They are sweet and nice at times but I’m...i I just turned 16 I should be out having fun getting my heart broken not sleeping with 5 men especially ones that hurt me. I don’t know what to do I don’t know if it’s too late to turn back now, I know I slept with them but I felt pressure like what if t