Ravished by Desire

Chapter 10 Hurt Me As Much As You Want

“Get away from here!” I said, trying to free my wrist from his grip.

“Why are you crying?” Faren asked, changing his tone as he finally released my wrist. I started wiping away my tears, not wanting anyone to see.

“Ah,” I took a deep breath, not looking at his face. Just standing next to him made it hard for me to breathe.

“I have nothing to talk about with you!” I said, turning to walk away. But before I could take a step, “Stop!” he said, in a more serious tone than usual.

“Did you… take the emergency pill?” Faren’s question from behind froze me. I had been thinking about so many things that I had completely forgotten to take the emergency pill.

Even though Faren had spilled his filthy liquid outside, there was still a risk of pregnancy because he hadn’t used a condom.

“How could I forget?” I thought, hitting myself, my worry doubling. “Stupid girl!” Faren growled, throwing his cigarette on the ground and stomping on it.

He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me, bringing his face close to mine. “If even a single drop of my sperm gets inside you,” he said, biting his lips. “It can make a baby,” he said, gently stroking my stomach.

“Let go of me, or someone will see,” I tried to protest, but Faren held my waist tightly.

“Do you think you can catch me like this?” Faren whispered mockingly in my ear. “I’m going to get the emergency pill now,” I said, trying to free his hands from my waist.

“No need!” Faren sighed and suddenly opened my mouth, shoving two emergency pills into it. “Hmm,” I tried to resist, but in the end, I had to swallow the pills. After taking the pills, he immediately forced a water bottle into my mouth, making me drink almost without giving me a chance to breathe.

“I can drink water by myself!” I said, almost choking. Faren’s rough behavior was infuriating me.

“I made you drink,” he said, looking at me with unapologetic eyes. Glaring at Faren, I rubbed my throat.

“But you talked to the professor for a long time,” Faren said, checking the time on my wristwatch. “How do you know that…” I said, looking at Professor Waree’s office. But Faren cut me off.

“Did the professor cancel your scholarship?” he said indifferently. I didn’t expect this, and I glared at him angrily.

“Is this your doing?” I asked, full of anger. Faren laughed lightly. “The professor asked me how to punish you,” he said.

“And you told him to cancel my scholarship?” I said, my voice trembling.

“Yes,” Faren said, smiling.

“Isn’t this too much, Faren?” I said, my eyes filling with tears.

“You humiliated me first,” Faren said, pursing his lips. “When my enemies saw that video, they almost laughed their teeth out,” he said angrily.

“I have social status, I’m not an ordinary girl like you,” he said, looking down on me.

“Because of you, everyone sees me as a clown,” Faren said. In his mind, he wanted to humiliate me once more.

“Was what I did to you so bad?” I said, trying to hold back my tears.

“Yes!” Faren said harshly. “No one has ever humiliated me like that,” he said.

“And no one has hurt me three times like you,” Faren said, showing the bite mark on his ear. “The first time we met, you bit my ear,” he said. “The second time, you knocked me down in the parking lot,” he said, pointing to his genitals. “The third time, you slapped me in the middle of the club,” he said.

“And lastly, you splashed water on my face in front of my faculty,” he said. “Because of these events, everyone sees me as a clown,” he said. “No one has ever humiliated me like this,” he said.

“What do you want me to do to make up for it?” I said, my tears flowing like a river. “What can I do to satisfy you?”

“Because of you, I lost my job!” I said. “You raped me and filmed it!” I said. “And you got my scholarship canceled, it was my only future!” I said, crying. “Won’t you leave any place for me in this world?” I said.

“What do I have to do, Faren?” I said, pounding my chest. “Do you want to kill me?” I said, grabbing my throat. “Do it now,” I said as Faren stood silently.

“Kill me, hurt me until you’re satisfied,” I said. Faren didn’t strangle me; he just looked at me with empty eyes. He stood silently as I cried.

“If someone else had hurt me, they wouldn’t be crying in front of me now,” Faren said, taking his hand off my throat. “Do you feel dizzy?” he said, his tone becoming harsh.

“No,” I said, my vision blurring. “Are you trying to attract attention?” Faren said confidently.

“Don’t mess with me,” I said, pushing him away. Before Faren could finish speaking, I suddenly fainted.

“What happened to you?” Faren said, the last thing I heard. My vision went dark, and I lost consciousness.