A Night with Him (English)

"What have you done, Celena?" I'm doomed. I'm really doomed. I want to explain what happened, but nothing's coming out of my mouth. "I'm sorry," my parents looked so angry and they have the right to be. I'm wasted that time and I didn't know what I was doing. The only cousin I came with was also wasted. No one's there to stop and protect me. "I can't believe you. We give you almost everything you wanted then is is what we get in return?" Someone sent my mom a picture of me and that guy making out in a club. I don't know who it is, but there's no one I can think of except of the guy I met in New York. I remember him saying that he knows me, then maybe he knows my parents too. We have relatives and acquaintances in New York and maybe him and his family is one of them. "I'm sorry Mom... Dad." I cried. I'm not a crybaby, but I don't think I can stop myself from crying in this situation. "I can't believe it. I just can't." Mom said and walk away. Dad looked at me with an anger in his face. He followed my mom and I'm the only one left here in the living room. I can't feel my legs anymore. I'm weak. I tried to hold onto the sofa, but I still fell on my knees. My phone rang in the middle of my drama. f**k this. I refused to answer the call but then it keeps on ringing. "f**k! Stop calling!" "Woah... easy baby. Why are you so mad? I didn't do anything." Shit! This guy has a nerve to call me! I sniffed and wiped my tears. I stood up with anger. "Why did you tell them?!" I shouted. "Tell who? I don't know what you're talking about." "C'mon! Don't act so innocent. You told my parents about what happened in New York!" "What? Who told you that? I didn't say a word!" "Bastard! I'm suggesting you stop this bullshit right now. Don't you ever call me again 'cause if I see you again? I'm gonna snap your neck to death!" It was my first! It was my decision to give it to him, but how could he tell my parents about it? He doesn't have the right to. I know it's not right to blame it all on him, but who would send those pictures? I came with Nikki, but she was having fun in the dancefloor that time. I could see her from a far. "Oh... my baby is so aggressive."  He said in a husky voice. I almost puke and throw my phone away, but I want to curse him so bad! I want to f*cking annoy him, but he's annoying me instead! "Shut up! I'm going find you!" "I didn't say anything, Celena. I mean it. I'm not a jerk and  It's an honor for you to find me, but I'm already coming for you, baby," hesaid. I can almost see the smile in his face. So annoying! I hung up the call. You wanna know what happened last week? "Wooh!" I jumped and danced.   I grabbed Nikki's hand and we both dance together. We're at the bar in New York. I just turned twenty three last week and It's my first time traveling alone after a few years of being busy at school.   I want to make my parents proud, so I study so hard till I drop. I even joined the volleyball team and competitions to gain incentives and experience.   Me and Nikki are cousins. She lives near here so she accompanied me. I finally feel happy and free! I mean I party in the Philippines too, but this is way much better. I don't know anyone here except for Nikki.   I smiled and felt a bit dizzy. Getting drunk is the best feeling. I sat on the couch where I can watch my cousin dance with other people. I laughed when she looked at me and made face because the guy who's dancing with her is ugly. "Having fun?" I didn't notice  there's a guy sitting beside me. I looked around me and realized this is a VIP section. s**t! I feel so embarrassed, but whatever! This guy's... hot. Refined jawline, tall, white, broad shoulders and nice body structure. He's wearing a navy blue long sleeves shirt with 4 buttons opened revealing his chest a bit. I gulped. I can't believe this man is in front of me. "Uhm... not really. I want to have fun in the dance floor, but I feel a bit dizzy." I said, tired "You can have fun here... with me." I laughed at him. Every playboy's line. "Yeah, for sure,"  I said in a sarcastic tone. I felt him slowly moved near me. I felt the warmth of his body. This guy is hitting on me for sure and I don't really mind 'cause he's hot. "I know you." "Really? What a coincidence! I know myself too!" I laughed. He laughed loudly with me. I closed my eyes and lean on his shoulders unconsciously "Are you tired?" "No... just drunk."  He moved my hair away from my face. I opened my eyes and when our eyes met... It feels like we're somehow connected to each other. I slowly moved my head up to reach him, but he moved his head low to kiss me. Everything seems right.   It's not my first time to kiss someone, but he makes me feel like it is. I felt his hands wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer to him. "You're gonna hate me tomorrow." I won’t hate him, how can he be so sure? "You sure of this? I'm afraid I won't be able to stop." "Then don't..." I said seductively and clung both of my hands on his neck. The next thing I knew we're inside his room, kissing. He’s looking at me like there's a fire inside him that's about to burst out anytime. He pinned me on the wall and clung both of my thighs on his waist. "Ah!" I screamed and laughed. He kissed me on my neck... I extended my neck so he can access it. I feel like I'm going crazy with his kisses. He looked at me and stopped. "You're really gonna hate me after this. I swear to God." "I won't." I smiled and kissed him. He put me down on a soft king sized bed. He stare and touched every inch of my body. Every touch from him gives pleasure to my body and I don't think there's anyone who could make me feel this way. I unexpectedly released a moan. I can't believe that came out from my mouth. He played between my thighs. I can feel the pleasure and the shivers he's giving me. I don't want him to stop at this point. I released the pleasure and he crawl up to me. "You taste so good. I can’t stop anymore, Celena.” I don’t know how he knew my name, but I’m too drunk and preoccupied  to even think about it. I can see so much lust in his eyes and I can feel that he's aroused by me. "You don't have to..." I chuckled when he hungrily kissed me all over again, but this time he kisses every inch of my body like he adored it. He removed his shirt and shorts. This is my first time seeing a--manhood. It's surprisingly big and I'm f*cking scared. Would that thing even fit inside me? "Hmm... Are you scared?" He asked. I shook my head. I'm scared, but something inside me wants him to just do it. "You're bad at lying.” "Fine! I am, but I don't want you to stop." He sighed and sit beside me. What the?! "What are you doing?" "I don't want to take it yet... I want to get to know you fir--" I stood up and sit on top of him. His face looked shock when our eyes met. He pinned me back and he's on top again.   "Don't tease me like that!" "Why not? Why're you having second thoughts? C'mon you can't do this to me--" My eyes widened when he slowly entered me. I closed my eyes to endure the pain. I'm pinning my nails on his back to release the pain I'm feeling, but he's so focused to the point that he doesn't even feel the pain I'm giving. Tears fall down to my cheeks. It hurts so bad, but it's weird that I want it. He started to pump forward and backwards. The pain started to feel good. "hmm... b-baby.." I said.   I can't even recognize my own voice. Did I just call him baby? The room filled with pleasure, moan, and his strong presence.   "I'm sorry..." That's the last thing I heard from him that night. That's what happened.  I won't deny that I liked what happened and it was my choice. I teased him and gave him the permission. I don't regret it. I'm just mad that this reached my parents. I don't know what to do now, I don't know what to tell them to make things right. I already apologized, but they won't accept it. I think I might just rest for today. I never told anyone about what happened. I don't know if Nikki knows, but she's not someone who would spread rumors about me. We're pretty close. - The next morning I woke up earlier than usual. I want a peace of mind and I decided to jog everyday and eat healthy foods from now on. It's my way of relieving my stress out. On my way down, I heard faded laughs from the living room. I walk my way to the living room instead of leaving the house. I peeked a bit to see what's going on and I met the eyes of the traitor. I ran towards the stairs and hold my chest. My heart is beating so fast. What the hell is he doing at my house? "Calm down, Celena." I said to myself and breathe deeply. I went back to my room to change my clothes into something presentable. I'm now wearing a black short skirt and a crop top shirt. I entered the living room with a straight face. Everyone stopped and welcomed me, but my eyes is only on Caleb. This fucker really have the guts to show his face on me. I walked towards him and was about to choke him, but he stood up and hugged me instead. What the f**k?! Grandmother laughed and said, "They look so good together." "What the f**k are you doing!" I whispered. I'm so pissed. Sooooo pissed! "I missed you..." He said. I heard my parents laugh a bit too. I faked a smile. They were so angry yesterday, but when they knew it him who called them, they changed their mind. “Hello beautiful young lady,” A woman came to me and give me a hug. I guess this is his mother. "So did you have your period, honey?" My grandmother whispered. I feel like my whole face is turning red as hell. I understand how their jumping into conclusions with just that picture and I can't deny it. I don't want to lie. "Grandma!" "What? I'm just asking honey." She smiled. "Ugh! I just had my period today, okay?" I said just to shut her up. I clung my hand to the guy's arm and said, "If you may excuse us." All of them just nodded and continue their conversation. He  smiled at them as I drag him to the garden. I glared at him. "When did you tell them?" "I told you I didn't tell them! Why are you having such thoughts?" He really choose to stand for his lie, huh? "Look, I don't know why you're blaming me like this, but I'm just here because of the engagement and also to see you." Engagement? He's the one that my mom can't stop talking about? Before I left for New York, mom told me that she found a perfect match for me. She said that I will meet him soon. So it was him? What a small world! "Did you miss me? 'Cause I miss you so damn much."