I am Broken

             After a year of torture, I was finally complete, well that’s what my master said to me, but I felt like I have been pulled in different directions. I was now this being uniting all species, but I felt like a monster, each part of me having different needs and blood was at the top of that list, I didn’t want to feed on her, but the urge was too much, she was still my beautiful Willow.             She had become unconscious from my feeding and my whole being felt disgusted by it, but it stopped the pain that sat in my stomach. The burning sensation was slightly at bay and I could concentrate on getting her home, I noticed her chest rose and sank slowly but she seemed peaceful, I drove in the quiet the only thing I wanted to hear was her.            The lights of the city were now behind us and the rest of the drive would be in the dark as the sun had set behind us, I had waited a year to see her again so I was going to take my time, I didn’t care if I would be punished for it, she was worth it. ‘you know you spout all this nonsense it makes me want to be sick!’             ‘I thought you was asleep’ my wolf had finally risen from his slumber in my mind ‘your love speech woke me, plus I can smell her, you are right she’s beautiful, so good looking, I bet she would look good underneath us, but do you have to be so mushy’ he moaned, he wasn’t a kind wolf and had given me many headaches ‘James, keep your dirty thoughts to yourself’ he growls back at me ‘you’re the one that took a drink which by the way is disgusting, but there is no denying something Is pulling me towards her, maybe it’s the power radiating of her or maybe it’s something else’ he explained.               ‘Yes, I did but I just couldn’t resist, she is like life in a bottle, and she tasted so sweet, I feel the pull too, do you think we are mates?’ I was curious could that even be possible, when I was just a half witch, mates were just a weird thing that wolfs possess over, but six months ago when James awoke one night in my head, a part of me felt like it was missing and when I saw her again, I finally felt complete.                 ‘There is a possibility but with all the other parts of you mixed in to one, I can’t be sure without you marking her’ I felt the sudden urge to plant my teeth into her again and claim her as my own, but I had been forbidden to by my master and it made my blood boil, why couldn’t she be mine already!                  A low growl came from James agreeing that he was pissed about it too, but we couldn’t fight it, it was physically impossible, my master had made me realise a lot of things when he was making me better, I suppose he was doing this to me for the greater good and that the world would be better for it. He made me see that I was being used by that pack and their leaders and they didn’t care about me, he made me see that Alex wanted me out the way to get to Willow and from what I saw he wasn’t wrong.                   Another growl came from James he hated when I thought of them as he was also an alpha wolf and challenging other alphas was in his nature, we had already gotten rid of one and had taken over the twisted moon pack, one that my master had created from experiments before me and the last alpha had grown past his usefulness after donating his blood to transform me, that day was the first time James was released and he was big, I thought Alex was but he was twice the size with sliver and white tipped fur covered our wolf body, our canines protruded down past our mouth and claws that could rip though metal. I was impressed and so was my master.                    We had finally reached the runway and my private jet was waiting on the tarmac, I knew that they would be close behind us as I took my time to get here but I wanted to see his face as we pulled off the runway. I parked up the car and made my way to the passenger side pulling her out gently and placing her into my arms, I loved the feeling of her on my chest as she cradled her head against me in her weakened state, there was a warm calming feeling when our skin touched which made me think about marking her again, but I pulled myself back and made my way on tot the plane.                       “Hello Sir, the checks have been done and we are ready to take flight, myself and Mr Johnson will be your pilot’s, and this is Jenifer your airhostess for this flight, we will be stopping in Florida to refuel and then we will be flighting straight to England” I smiled at him and I placed Willow down on the bed at the end of the plane, strapping her in for take-off. “Jenifer, is it?” she smiled and nodded “take care of my guest please she is very important, make her warm and comfortable and then I will have a beer please” she nodded and headed for the back of the plane.                    “I didn’t catch your name” I said to the pilot “sorry Sir, I am Mr Carter I should have introduced myself” I could sense his fear and I liked it, I could tell they were all human, just doing their jobs so I wouldn’t be a bother but I must admit I liked the way Jenifer looked at me, she was curious and I like that, “no problem, I would like to get off straight away, we will have some unwanted followers and I won’t be happy until we touch down in England, I am here to protect that poor woman from evil men who wish to keep her against her will, she was so exhausted by it all she passed out in the car” I had become a good liar and there was no need for him to know the truth otherwise this would all be their last flight.                    “I see Sir, poor woman it’s good that there are men out there like you, we will take off straight away!” he heads into the cockpit and starts all the engines and begins to taxi down the runaway, I turn to look back at my car sat where the plane once was as two others pull up in a hurry, a smile formed across my face as I knew who it was as they quickly investigated my car and notices the plane, I didn’t expect there wolfs would rip from them as they chased the plane down but it was too late, we were already in the air, bye boys!