Forbidden (SPG)

5

Mabilis akong nag-impake habang nang-gigigil ako sa ginawa nya ngayon, yes. I pushed him, pero it doesn't matter na aalis sya at iiwas tungkol sa usapan namin sa Annulment

This is the best thing that will happen to us, hindi na talaga umuusad ang relasyon namin, we're stuck on like Each other's beed warmer. Sana kung ganon hindi nalang ako nagpakasal at nanawala ako sa buhay ko

I thought my life is a fairytale when I get married to Edward, but it's a biggest mistake that I regret choosing

I dial my attorney's number and after a few call sinagot nya na

"Hello, Noringco andyan kaba?" I asked habang kinuha ang paborito kong stilettos

"Oh yeah, I'm here. W-why?" Kumunot ang noo ko at naiinis na nilapag ang phone ko

"Deeper baby, I like that" I roll my eyes and drop my call

Balasubas talaga babaeng ito, when I look at my phone it's past 4 AM dali dali na akong umalis habang dala dala ang Hermes bag ko at ang maleta ko

"China, ano nasan kana?" I ask Edward's cousin, she's pure chinese

"Yes, I am here at the lobby" mabilis akong bumaba hanggang sa ground floor ay pinagtitinginan ako

"Kailangan natin bilisan, nasa LA na sila" sabi ko saka kami hinatid ng driver nya papunta sa airport at dinala sa private yard

"Akala ko nagbook ka ng flight?" Tanong ko at umiling sya

"Baka 7 pa tayo makaalis. Kaya ako natagalan kase nahirapan ako ng ma-rerent na private jet" I grin at her bago kami umakyat sa jet at mabilis na nakalipad

"How long you been married to my cousin ate?" Tanong nya saka nagsalin ng vodka sa baso

"Hmm, let me guess" I drink the alcohol saka tumawa ng sandali

"Two years na, but he never treat me like a real wife. Even my business, kailangan ko daw isettle ang lahat like what the heck is that. I'm not pregnant so I can work" reklamo ko at nagsalin muli ng alak sa baso ko

"He's always at business tour na sinasabi nya and this is the first time na susunod ako kung nasaan sya, he's busy when I am asking for his attention but when he ask for my attention I was there and give everything he ask to me" naluluha na saad ko

And that's the reason why I divert my attention to other people, and he give what I want to have

"Kuya is such a jerk, pero ayaw nya na mawala ka sa kanya. Stupid" we laugh in chorus

I didn't notice that we drink a lot of alcohol, nakakaloko din naman kase pinag gagawa nila saamin

"To be honest ate, I really like you for my cousin. We want a better woman for him, but it looks like he's not mature and ready on path that he chose, that's why I am afraid to get married. Look at my boy, he always act like he's not committed. I want a mature one" kahit ako, I deserve better thab him

If he can't change, then I will leave. I don't deserve a guy like him. If he's irresponsible now, what about in future. Huwag nya idahilan na kaya sya ganyan kase wala pa syang anak

If he really loves me, I am enough to make him stay and happy

..

"Ate wake up, naka land na tayo"

She slightly tap my shoulder and I look at her, at nagkukusot pa si china ng mata

"This is it, kapag may mangyare man ngayon kailangan matatag tayo" I try to encourage her, she look tense and sad at the same that she's trying to cheer up her own mood

Bilib din ako sa lakas ng loob nya, dati kase I am afraid to know what's going on with Edward's business. Ayoko din na parang naooffend sya sa mga itatanong ko, I believe before that we must respect each others decision

Pero iba na ngayon, he's getting into my nerves. He make me mad, kahit na hindi ko naman sya tanungin atl least he report what happen to him when he's far away from me. Tapos mababalitaan ko nag country hopping sila at nag bar. It's not acceptable, I have enough I understand every thing he said to me

"Ate, pano tayo tapos nito?" She ask and I took a deep breath and my lips form a thin line, I also don't know what will I do, I literally no plan after this

"It depends on situation" sabi ko habang naglalakad papalabas sa airport ng Los Angeles California, pinagtitinginan ako sa di malamang dahilan. Nahiya ako bigla at tinignan ang suot ko na ayos lang naman

What's wrong with them?

Sandali lang kami sa airport, tapos namin antayin ang gamit namin ay may kotse na nakaabang

"Hi, I am Baniez nice to meet you po" she said sakaa tumungo

"Ate, sya nga pala kaibigan ko. Ayoko kase mag taxi tayo kaya ayun" natatawa ako kay china habang papasok kami sa kotse

I know her, kahit anong public transportation sinasakyan except me. I prefer a private car or rental car kesa sa taxi. I also don't know, because of how my family raised me

"Daan muna tayo sa hotel natin bago tayo sumunod sa appointment nila" I said saka ko nanaman naramdaman ang galit ng maalala ko bakit nga ba kami pumunta dito

"It's evening here, bihira ang night meeting dito. If that's urgent saka lang meron" nagkatinginan kami sa sinabi ni baniez

"Kaya na ban, these guys are such a pain in our life" reklamo ni china

"I already said it china, hiwalayan mo na. Pati ako nastress na sa love life mo, hanggang di pa kayo kasal free yourself" naiintindihan ko ang mga sinasabi nya kay china. May point sya and maybe this is the right decision

"Yeah that's true, kapag kasal na kayo sayang lang ang lahat, mula pera, oras, pagkakataon" I said not until I saw edward, he's kissing the girl at the entrance of bar

The way he kissed that girl, he enjoy it and I saw how that hoe almost moan

And they laugh and walk a few steps saka pumasok sa hotel

"Love, and efforts.." dugtong ko

It's so excruciating, I don't want to feel this way. I hate it

Ganito pala kasakit if you saw it with your bare eyes

Sorrowful