chapter 11

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Me: well we can’t do anything with words okay we can’t be together okay you know that the world you say he  nice guy he would never they will flip your words and say rape okay and I don’t want to be your hide-way girlfriend okay while your living a fake love story with Summer and who knows maybe my dad will let me date Justin Sebastain: and what forget us Liz don’t  Me: it the right think to go I will go in this yeah an new me  an forget about the old me with me graduating and college I have everything I could do in life waiting for me like I could do anything in life and I want to but I can’t be waiting on you even  this is like a goodbye but isn’t okay like we shouldn’t even be around eachother my dad thinks i’m trying to replace him with you and my friends I don’t have time for them cause i’m always with you and I have to fake a smile when I see you with Summer because I know you shouldn’t be with someone like that  Sebastain : then who should I be with  Me: you know what I’m going to say but don’t I can’t do this  I walked out the closet and then walked to my dad and I know like what the worse that can happen he knows that I was crying and dose what like come on I was in the right place telling Sebastian off even if I still love him but I can’t be with him while everyone was feeling happy I was sad then Justin came back  Me: hey what happend  Justin: tell your dad I'm moving out  What did Sebastain say or do that made Justin want to move out like this was low and f****d up for Sebastain to do I texted him meet me in the closet I walked over to it and then waited for him  Me: what did you to Justin to make him want to leave  Sebastain: nothing what the hell that last person he talked to was my mom  Me: If you lying to me I will trust you again  Sebastain: it almost 12 can at least a kiss n the cheek for the good year  Me: you know what if I find out you had nothing to do with this I will say i’m sorry by giving you a kiss on midnight  I walked out and over to Pam and then when she with her husband and I just sat there that was it like there no way I will leave untill I talk to her  Pam : may I help you Me: what did you tell Justin  Pam: I paid him off to leave you alone and gave him an house  Me: why would you do that  Pam: why do I do anything for Sebastain Me: did he ask you to do it  Pam: no but I could tell he wanted him gone  Me: have an nice party goodbye Pam  I walked out I was going to call an cab to go home my dad walked up to me and I didn’t have to saying and I didn’t care I was dobe with all of it  Dad: what you Justin  Me: we were friends I don’t know if  I was trying to be more but we were  Dad: I know he like you  Me: no Justin nice with he was my friend dad that ll okay and he was more into Ashley anyway  Dad: i’m not talking about Justin  Me: then who  Dad: I didn’t think the lies in the school were true Me: I get what your saying now it over before you kick me out the house and say i’m not your daughter  Dad: no Liz I understand it but do you love him  Me: I did well I still do but ther no there nothing going on and it going to be fine now that it over I can take care of my self how did you know  Dad: Liz we talked about it me and Sebastain did  Me: you know what dad i’m glad you did tell that f**k face I have no plan on being his girlfriend  Dad: then show him that don’t leave cause he going to think he could get under your skin  Me: what would you say if I wanted to be with him  Dad: I would be supported to a point Liz  Me: okay then help from distace  I walked back in there and sat at my table Pam looked at me she glared at me with an evil eyes I texted Sebasatain I can’t deal with that crap I told him to meet me in the closet I didn’t have time for that crap and I told him to met me in the closet that when I seen Victoria and Luke walked in smiling and lovey dovey  Me: hey how are you guys  Luke: were good where are you going z Me: I have to go get a coat from the closet  Luke: okay do you need help  Me: no i’m am fine I have it  I  need to know some stuff on my own like why am I waiting to deal with Sebastain bullshit like come one I don’t need you in my life to break everything down I walked to the closet past on and then another and then the bathroom and water the water went down my throat and it was cold and I passed a libary on my way with all these old books they were old of the classic and this was crazy they were all these book that were here I picked up and looked at it and the smiled I always wanted these book  Owner of the country: my wife gave everyone one of thses books  Me: I loved these book from Wuthering heights  Mr.Beck: hello i’m Mr.Beck I own the place and you are Eilzabthe Stone Sebastain always talks about you  Me: oh well  Mr.Beck: would you like to take one and bring it back when done  Me: no thank you I won’t be able to come back  Mr.Beck: why not you seem like a bright girl  Me: i’msorry I have to go  I walked out the study/small libary and then when I got to the closet and I put my bag down and these high heels were hurting my feet I sat on the bench chair my f*****g feet hurt I laid on the chair when the door open he had a glass of wine and two glasses  Me: were not doing okay I just came here to talk okay because at the end of day your an asshole and you told my dad everything which with any chace of getting back together will never happen now you know that  I was going to let him talk I just grabbed the bottle from his hnad and a glass and poured it in  the glass but nothing was going to change it was over anything and then I thought what the point hearing anything out I will just still go thought with not being together  Sebastain: okay you know your plans in life and I know mine and mines are with you and Lizzie I will be with you even if you don’t want it but I told your dad cause before Summer went back to the house I ended everything between us  Me: that still won’t do anything were still done  Sebastain: yeah and I also know that your father asked you to wait things out to stay here Liz I knew you years on the inside and yet I want to spend the rest of my life with you  Me: umm what going on what the hell do you mean rest of your life with me wait I don’t want to know this is crazy I got up and grabbed my shoes and I was not dealing with this today he was propsing to me no that not what i’m doing this an I can’t do it now I grabbed my bag and went somewere quite to cry like come you spring that on someone and then my dad knew who else knew maybe Luke did and Luke must have told Victoria and Alexis knew but I didn’t but I can’t deal with this bullshit right now I texted  dad to come outside when he came outside ge acted like he didn’t know anything  Me: did you know and don’t lie  Dad: knw what  Me: he prosped yeah that happend and nothing I mean nothing woukd have been more crazier that you knew and you didn’t say anything  Dad: yes I did a few peolpe knew  I got into the car that honked cause that car was here for me and I sat in the front I didn’t have time to say anything  Me: he propsed to me  Justin: what  Me: yeah in a closet and everyone knew yet didn’t say anything would  Justin: well that crazy would you say yes  Me: yeah maybe I don’t know not now like not even a yeah ago I wasn’t even dating and now why would not be thinking about dating  Justin: okay  Me: well now he calling me  Justin: what are you going to do  Me: can drive around and then I see what  I texted Sebastain and just told him that I was fine and that was just taken a drive and that was it and we stopped and then we pasted a taco bell and I begged Justin to stop and then when we got there cheeesy roll up and then a hard and sotf taco and  Justin got a soda and noacho and then we went back to to the country club with our food and went in the back in the kitchen and then I tried to take some oh his nachos but he wasn’t having it  Me: why did you take the monay anyway  Justin: I didn’t want to but I felt like I was getting in way to into my head about it Peaches Me: the reson I need to not say any answer know is cause I don’t know how you feel about me  Justin: I mean at frist I did and  then I know you would love him I gave up on that and started to think of some one else  Me: I think I know what i’m going to do but I feel like I don’t cause you know what if marrige breaks us apart and I lose my best friend and then I lose you cause you chosed Sebastain side and then I lost a friend too  Justin: you will never lose me peaches like come on I asked Ashley on a date and now your like stuck with me  Me: it okay you like your going to hate me as a friend  I took out my phone and texted him I feel like I should explan  to him about everything like I won’t marry him and I waited until he got to the pond were I was skipping rocks  Me: I can’t marry you okay it nice but I just can’t like college okay and if we do and if it don’t work out then we lose our friend  Sebastain: what you want to do than  Me: we can try to go out again but marriage i’m not really thinking Sebastain: yeah I think we can work that out  Me: okay meet me in the closet in five Sebastain: no were not going that anymore Me: what do you mean were not having s*x anymore  Sebastain: were not hiding anymore I want to show you off as my girlfriend Me: well you know what school we can’t be going all around school kissing and making out  Sebastain: yeah when were not at school then it for the foe world to know your mine  Me: I like that but i’m eating now  Justin: you should go peaches  Me:  nah i’m eating and i’m hungry and I need to eat  I went with my food and then sat at the table and then started to eat my food and then a when they came over with wine I took a sip and then rolled my eyes as Pam looked my way and I know that ment come and I didn’t caus e I wasn’t going to listen to her she had nothing on me and then Sebastain came back to me and gave me a kiss in the cheek and took a napkin and then that Pam walked over I got upand the walked away I know it rude but she paid off one of my friends to leave me alone then Pam came over to me and smiled  Pam: oh Eilzabeth dear what going on with you are you sick eating that garbage food  Me: yeah the worms that they put the plate are like why would I want to eat that the foor is amazing  Pam: Eilzabeth why can’t you be like your sister  I rolled my eyes like come on why are the girlfriend always dealing with this crap and I know that I will be the one who will have to deal with this maybe later when later when i’m having a baby and i’m carrying it and she just come over  Me: you know what Pam i’m me and Sebastain loves that I don’t need to change for you  Pam: yeah and I gave up but if your going to be a part of our family you have to be like your sister  Me: no Sebastain like me the way I am and I do too and thet all I don’t have to change for you Sebastain: oh Lizzie talking to my mom good think I hope  Me: I don’t want to lie to you Sebastain: okay mom Mr.Beck was looking for you  She walked away and new years was like a big deal for what going all out for a year and then I thought like what could I do like my life could I grabbed Sebastain hand and went up to the roof  Me: if you could choses a place real or fake what would it be  Sebastain: your using a my teching lesson over me  Me: yes ,no  answer the question  Sebastain: I would go to egland because you wanted to go and we could have romactic get-a-way  Me: yeah that would be nice  Sebastain: but we will get there  Me; funny thing maybe you should propose there  Sebastain: yeah maybe I should Me: It was a joke but yeah that would be cute we could get a hotel room and have a night togteher  I kissed him and then we back over to the wall and I kiss him I undid his belt and sticked his pants and jerked him off as we kised he sticked his hand his phone went off I sighed and then I removed my hand from his pants like come on I had a few min to midnight and I went downstairts because I got a text from my dad to come down when I got there and when I seen him  Me: yes dad   Dad: where were you  Me: oh i’m on the roof  Dad: yeah and Liz I was questioning why are you in the roof  Like okay it was boring but Sebastain was on the phone and I had to suck it up and five four three two one and then I smiled and then that when Sebastain came down  Me: you miss the countdown  Sebastain: i’m sorry  Me: I want to  go home because thses shoes hurt and I did all this when I really wanted to wear sweats and shoes like these high heel hurt  like wish my dress was long enought to walk with thses shoes off  Dad: well i’m leaving in a few we know your leaving and what about  Me; he a mommy boy he going to stay  Dad: so you guys dating is like y’all as friends  Me: yeah pretty much I will be waiting in the car kids  I walked to the car and then unlocked the door and then the light up of the car lights ,placed on the tree as the driver drove it up and I thanked him and then went laid in the back of the car like come on if they get in the car late I will fall asleep I took off thses shoes and threw them in the back and then I texted my dad i’m going to sleep fighting to stay up I don’t know great time to let go I don’t like when they say they have to leave and then they say hi to everyone then I got a tap on the glass  Sebastain:I gave your dad my keys he staying here  Me: and what about you mommy boy  Sebastain: well i’m driving you home the world crazy Lizzie  Me: you know what i’ll take it i’m tried as hell  Like I was tried but I wasn’t to tried to text Samnatha about the things that happend tonight Justin likes Ashley I almost got enagned my dad  was fliritng with Pam when he dating Kaley like what the f**k Sebastain brother is his uncel son and that his uncel also drugged Summer I guess Pam and her husabnd are on the rocks cause she was alaso flriting with Mr.Beck and that the cuntry club owner and I got back together with Sebastain oh ansd my dad knows were together and after all of that she gave me was a k like come on a k like what the f**k I could do anything else but when you gave me any letter in the alphbet that when i’m mad like come on k I just tried to forget it but like at the same time why would I forget it  Me: we should get ice cream  Sebastain: I thought you were tried  Me: and I thought you wnted to show me off  Seabastain: I do but your hiding in the back  I put my feet on the armrest and then he started to massage my feet and kissing them I moved them away and then away from him and then we stop at ice cream  yay he parked and then I moved to the front and kissed him  Me: omgosh I love you  Sebastain: me or the ice cream  Me: why can’t it just be both  Sebastain: nope it can’t be okay  Me: we’ll I love ice cream  Sebastain: wow that cold Lizzie  He grabbed my hand we’ll this felt werid hold hand in public like we never did this and now that we are I don’t know how we we’re reacting  Me: I don’t know how to react about this  Sebastain: about us holding hands  Me: yeah this new and I don’t know how to react about it Sebastain: I did say I was going to show you off and you tested that  Me: oh okay got it but if your going to normal ice cream  Sebastain: yeah you know what  The past few days was okay there wasn’t nothing that great that happend just the same okay the sunday before school Summer knocked on my door  Me: yess may I help you  Summer: let go shopping  Me: why all my clothing are nices  Summer: yeah but not Summer nice and you and Sebastain are couple now new wardorb  Me: wait we we’re always  Summer: okay were going to a moive shower of a moive that is playing gthat mine for the frist time and my dad going to be there and I need you to come with me Sebastain already said he was going if you go and I should have knew that cause your one of the bravest peolpe I know and as I said my dad going to be there  Me: okay i’ll go  Summer: okay let go shopping  Me: what wrong with the way I dress anyway  Summer: it been fine the way you dress cause yu have a team and they make you look eless ugly and they are doing a good job and they should keep doing an good job  Me: you know what you suck at giving completment you know that right  Summer: it not something I like to give out anyway  Me: good cause you suck at them  Summer: have you and Sebastain planed your frist date yet Me:no and it not that big of a deal anyway it just a date anc you know like he busy with work and I’m busy with work school and my dog and everything else and it just like we just don’t have the time like i’m happy with it  Summer: you guys are going to end in a break  Me: you know what I have no reason to deal with this  Summer; yeah you guys need a date like come on  Me: it fine like we don’t have to  Sebastain: what are you talking about  Me: nothing importanat anyway Summer: no we were getting the idea that you and Lizzie here should have a date  Me: don’t put me apart of this  Summer: come on you said it would be nice  Me: yeah I did but we’re always busy and I give up trying to say no with you caause it mean yes to you  I grabbed my bag and rolled my eyes and then Summer left the room and I was left alone with Sebastain and my dog Rebecca I sat on my bed and pet Rebecca  Me: she crazy  Sebastain: the date stuff is not true  Me: I mean it would been nice but we’re always busy and it fine  Sebastain: we could plan like a small thing  Me: yeah maybe that would be nice I have to go because Summer crazy  Sebastain: yeah what do you think it like to date her  Me: yeah I think were friends now I don’t really know  I walked down and then she was with her water and salda an then started to stab it with her fork  Me: is that yogurt as dressing  Summer: yeah it more healthier  Me: let just go  I took a car and  then drove and then when I got to mall we looked around and then she went into this story that made dresses they had prom dresses and ballgown and I loved the one that was like Elsa from from frozen and then Summer picked up this tangled inspride dress that was cute but she put it back  Summer: are you really wearing that to the  Me: what wrong with it  Summer: are you a child like frozen Me: I guess Sebastain taking me on a date that whatt the dress is for and then I don’t  what to wear for that and i’m trying to make a big deal about it anyway but if you can make him want to have s*x with you but the end of the night  Me: i’m not doing this and it not a date we’re just going out to eat and  I don’t think I can even do that i’m so busy  Summer: come Lizzie take risk you would have time to work tommrow anyway  Me: no I won’t I have back to school and I won’t have time i’m not even supposed to be shopping now  Summer: okay if we go back to the house then you can work and I can plan your outfit  Me: okay fine just let me get a drink from starbucks  Summer: oh good get me one  Me: I didn’t offer  Summer: also I didn’t ask  Me: good cause as I said I didn’t offer or ask for you  I smiled as I walked to starbuck and then thought of the main things I could be doing right now or who I could be with right now and I could be working or what but no i’m here with her and I have nothing to do but work while driving Summer was asking me a bunch of question  Summer: what chargers do you think my dad will get if I bring to your dad  Me: rape mostly along with abuse and he would also get 24 years and if you want you could get a bodygraud an restrainting order  Summer:okay  Me: why is that something your thinking of doing  Summer: yeah and the same with my uncel  Me: no that happend a years ago unless he still doing it is he still doing it  Summer: yeah sometime  Me: okay he would get it for 20 years also and then  Summer: okay that good we can do it again  When we got in the house and then I went back to do my room and started to work on the rest of the work I had to do and then when Sebastain came in the room after walking Rebecca  Sebastain: want to leave in an hour  Me: yeah I will be done in a few and then we can go  Summer: no give us an two hours and then that it Sebby boo-cakes that like it wrong to make you girlfriend go outside and then you can go  Sebastain: Summer when have you too over Lizzie life  Me: since she became my bffweb Me: what  Summer: my best friend forever  what ever baby  Ashley: no she my bestfr9iend  Summer: oh really quiz me I know everything about her she like goals I love her in a way  Me: when did my room become a spot  Summer: lizzie we had a bet if I win and you can’t complet it your getting that dress I want for the permire for the moive  Me: deal okay now go Ashley how may I help you  Ashley: okay what are your plans for tonight  Me: well in an hour i’m going on a date  Ashley: omgosh with who  Me: you know this cute guy I meet years ago that also my boyfriend  Ashley: oh Sebastain  well I got an date an I need you to help me  Me: yes date idea spying on my friend   Sebastain: are we going to ignore how happy you are about this  Me: yeah I think we are now go get ready I have like two more question to answer and then I will be ready okay go  Ashley: you guys are going on a date really wow Me: yeah I don’t know why it but it seems right you know like we should be doing this like we should be going  Sebastain: yeah  Ashley: your dumbass prospsed  Sebastain: that wasn’t a mistake tho  Ashley: yeah but she still said no  Me: I would have said yes but I have to much in life to lose my best friend  Ashley: aww thanks I Lizzie but I love you to  Me: I was talking about Sebastain but I think I would say no to also because were bestfriend I smiled and then gave Sebastain an kiss on the cheek and then pushed him out the room and then kissed him I love him but he need to go and now i’m waiting for my friend to say anything  Ashley: okay what are you going to wear  Me: nothing that nice and not that it look like I try to hard 
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