Chapter 21: The Worst Memory Calix gazed at me, his eyes filled with worry. He was scared of my reaction. I was trembling a little. We were in the cool deep part of the pool. Calix attributed my trembling to the temperature and held me close to his warm torso. He moved across with me to the warmer shallow sunlit section. He kissed me trying to warm me up. I kissed him back instinctively. I broke away from him quicker than he would have liked. He frowned. “Alex knows about this too?” I asked. “Yeah,” mumbled Calix. “He and I were wondering when we should tell you. We’ve only known since shortly after becoming alphas after our birthday. We didn’t grow up knowing this. We couldn’t tell Felix as Alex knew he would blab or blurt it out to you whenever there was a heated moment and we wanted