about him

there's got to be a better way that we can tell the story cuz every storm that comes also comes to an end that's a quote that I just read out of a coloring book but that's besides the point right now I sit on my bed and I wait I wait for my death my death of a million death seems to last as long as it's not supposed to last I don't really know what else to say to anybody except the fact that I really am glad that I get this opportunity to be in this group of amazing people that I'm in and if I told you you wouldn't believe me but I might as well tell you like if you thought that you knew what was going on in the world that you'd really be ahead of the curve but nobody really understands that it's really not even about you it's about this one person who turned around and lost everything in a matter of seconds and that person tries to think that she is not the one to be blamed well that's what she thought when she figured out how the f*** everything up in life but then again the answer was right in front of her the whole time and I don't understand how she didn't see it I don't understand how she didn't see it or or why she didn't see it but that's the fact of the matter that you have to decide you have to decide if you want to continue to be a part of it then you have to put your hand in this circle but in order to put your head in the circle you have to prove to yourself that you want better for not only yourself but for a wider group of people because if you're not deciding for more than just you and all's you're asking for in the end is to be all by yourself so nobody wants to be all by themselves trust me you might think that you could do it but would you turn around and realize that everyone else was just looking at themselves you realize that somewhere out there I'll just call desolate desert that he ran out of water and that one time when you phone to Fred photo Fred Fred Fred f***** dropped the phone and someone else picked it up from below but why they picked it up was only so they could put it in the NeverEnding bag of tricks but then they found out that it was cursed so then they were f***** out of everything but they took that curse and turn it around and made f****** s*** like fresh lilies but that's just weird you decide to pick the lilies for the highest mountain patheticate what the f*** patheticate I just came up with any word patheticate it's pathetic it that you find it easy to be someone else's problem instead of being a solution you find a way to fix it all and it's just time to save the day but who the f*** wants to save the day with all the heroes that were supposed to be heroes walked away and ran away from what they said they were going to do so why don't we just go catch the Packers and make them do what they f****** said they were going to do cuz that's just what the f*** they have to do that's too bad for f****** them that they agreed to the story that they would be something that can't be without just explains the 911 don't it it also explains 9/11 but what the f*** who the f*** was watching that day because nobody caught the memo of the crazy mother f****** soup each year we hear all these people who are vegetarians but I want to know what exactly did the plant do wrong and the animals to arrive because if you think about it we need plants more than we need animals so why the f*** are we saving all the plants I'm just writing this to see if I could do 5,000 words but it seems to be taking a lot longer than I thought and I don't know what else to talk about besides the fact that you should go hug a tree or better yet try to punch a tree a big old tree that stuff is bigger than both your arms around it punch it tell me what happens tell me who wins that fight because if I am thinking right if you put your hard enough then the tree one cuz your head was f***** up in that tree didn't go nowhere but who's ready this let me know what I should add next or better yet why don't you add the next 4500 words cuz I'm going to go to 45 just to be I don't know just to be the one that says 45 instead of 5,000 what's that again who said four what it should be six well let's just make it a four and six and who's taking notes because I don't even know where I'm at right now but that's who his writing this story The girl who has nothing to do but wait for her time to die and her time to die as soon cuz she sees the grim reaper we're still not at that right spot yet because he hasn't came through the door yet or so he says that he's not here but really I know for a fact that he really is here but then again what do I know what do you know

this story will have you at the edge of your seat and it will also have you wanted to throw your remote at your TV only you seen what happened with her so you're kind of leery of even throwing your remote towards your TV but then again what do I know