Aqua has always been different from the people around her. People see her as a shy girl in the corner but that's not why she's different. She has a secret that sets her apart from everyone she knows. Honestly, she doesn't understand it herself. In her eyes, she's a monster but in other peoples eyes shes a shy girl living a normal life... Unlike many my life can't be changed, unlike many my life has always been a rollercoaster. Outcasted and unable to fit in is bad but it is even worse when you're the only one who knows. It's not like anyone says anything to me. It's more of what I feel. No one knows and it's better that way. Being felt like a weirdo is even worse, it's even worse when you keep it to yourself. Honestly, I wouldn't want it any other way, but sometimes I can't help thinking "I wish I could live a normal life; well as normal as it gets" or "I wish I wasn't what I am" It's just another normal day of college. I'm walking with my iPod blaring music at its loudest and no one hears it as much as I can. While listening to music I can still hear the cars speed on the streets as I walk by, still hear the tiny click when the traffic light changes. It's difficult to block it all out but I've gotten used to it. Walking to College is one of the best parts of the day, rain, hail or shine. I love it. It's relaxing and calming, and most of all its outside...in nature...where I belong.