Here we go the beginning of my new chapter. It sure has been a rough year 2020, though I have gotten cuts and bruises. Those exact cuts and bruises are every where... They are on my body as they are yours, they are in my mind exploding me in tears, they are in me and I will prove it not to be. Fore it shall be no more this is my body not some door on the floor, ... , It was you that left me scared and cut open, it was you that left me be and said that I am nobdy.!! But, but why? Why would you leave me in some demonic world that you have created? How can you sleep, knowing that it was truly you that made me week? That's it you shall not touch me any more, I am not obligating. NO, in fact I am demanding you will not touch me "those are my scars", for you will not look, " THIS IS MY UGLY SHELL", and damn you if you shall weep, " MY TEARS, mine, These tears are my tears" it is all of you that has put me here. But still "I" STAND STRONG "I" am here because you've been to far gone. Why, couldn't you just apologize to me. Was it really that hard after what you had seen....... " my big bro inside of me". I was 7 and him 15 shyly, HOW dare you with me on my knee to fragile to week. Yet I am to stay strong, it is I that is here all alone. Or so you think!! I got my wife, alright, tonight, good night. My wife the one to fix what you have broken. My wife the one right here forever by my side until we shall die