Yusuf was born hin half city in a country which many cultural. Harun , his father was an officer in police station . He has suserver the polce for ove twenty five year. And not for along , he get retirement. Yusuf have just finish from high school. And soon, he make apply to in police recruitment in this year. by doing all proses, he succes to be police with second brigadir . His father so happy and proud of him. After 2 year in duty in small polce station, he get call from hjs comander to face him. In his comander office, Captain Andi . 'Yusuf ' 'Yes Capatain.' sit, in centtral comando need someone to be spy, to religy organitation . And i chose you. So tommooro you will go to central comando and will any training and duty to be done. Are you ready? 'Yes captain'standing. in next daya, because of captain order, he cannot make any permission and telling to his family about the duty. Soon, he arrive in cengral comando and do following all trainind must be done. It hard and full in tricky method should be able in do in every conditon and situation. After few month, he finish all. and.... His senior lieutenant Ryan call in private and explain waht the mision should be done . And tell Yusuf that identity all be chang and his poice will be arested in the system and only and only lieutenant Ryan knows with his team. Now ...your name is Adam Kusuma, and put you a small merchant near the religy organitation should be find all the activity they do and tell gice yuauf many intrucyion to send the message that he get next. A day after day, Yusuf was in small city call Deli city. Deli city, domain with one big reigion

Bill was a little boy whit borned in rich family. In childhood , he got everything he want. His parent could fullfil all he want. but one year , when he was fifteen's year old. Jack parent was getting airplane crush. After many news he got, finally he got news that his parent had been pass away in that accident. Now he live orphan , with stay together an old lady servant who was helping his family in very long time. Old lady July, accompany Bill to manage all insurance efect this tragedy. Bill lived with his parent wealth in some year. One day , a mother come with a young girl with her. she knock the door, Bill ask " is there something something i can help?" do also ask the mother and the girl sit . The mother look around " how is you condition Bill?" ehm...fine. but how do you know my name , madam?? smily.. Actually i know a lot about you Bill. Your father told many story about you, even you live in riching, you always do make simple live like your mother teaching. And he told the family servant madam July also. hem... Bill litle confused. ........ May i know your name and what any relantionship you are with father?, ask Bill politely. smily agaian... hopely ...you are not angry to father, let me you know, this is your step sister Rita. She push me a lot ,to know about your father that she miss a lot. hem.....is it???? how...i never heard that from our parent before. You may expel us, but at less Rita have been see the step brother and her father picture in that wall. Bill see Rita looked sad and crying. ........................................ ....... hem.... actually i can say nothing. unknown Bill that madam July do also heard .

sometimes, i fell this live is not fair to me. everthing that is happenning to me until now, is not brink happyness. i want rejected, every scenario that HE make to me.but how i can make any rejecting fir the belonging of live. i scream i deep cry so angry but it just make me to be more sad and nothing can do except deep silence with anger in side my heart. i clean my eye.. but it just make more sad. i keep writing to fulll fill my anger, and now my eyes make more sad, so angry. sometimes, why He make create me into this situation. may i chose, which family i should be born and running these live.but it become nothing without any answer will be fiund. i tried to keep live be continue , by hoping maybe oneday , i may getting happyness. but why? it take no answer in very short time be needed. when i make flashback, YOu take me something evil to running Your scenario. but if imight be chose at that time, why You didn't let me someone differeren and do also may happy like others. so miscerable family and live now thay You giving to me. when i ask? You just say , what the live that you running is not belong to you , all are belong to Me, what should I make to you is all belong to Me. it just make me more and more deep angry and very. a pray, it just only angry word wiil speak to You. and me more stress and ..... i just keep silence but silence is not enough to make out feom sadness. i cry..i cry..but make more sad. do these is a pair to me. i donot know should i ?