.you know that crush you had when you where like 15? yeah mine was my cousins husband they divorced when I was 15 and I have not seen him in 7 years. for years my dreams have been filled with icy blue eyes and freckles everywhere his face his shoulders his abs. I'm 22 now and in the words of my crazy bestie I'm sexy hot.im not saying I want anything to happen but you know I wouldn't stop it. this wedding is my chance to show Alec exactly what a woman I turned out to be.