Isaac's soft lips pressed against Cristian's lips, tempting him with the promise of a deeper kiss. Cristian's body shuddered as every fiber, every vein sprang to life. He slammed his palms on the rack, fists full of corked bottles. He wanted something to grip so he wouldn't touch Isaac. His thoughts were torn between his frantic need for Isaac to seal the deal and kiss him for real and the fact that what he was doing was dirty and shameful. Cristian's throat vibrated with a whimper. Isaac's beautiful eyes were locked on Cristian's. Nonetheless, the guy refused to kiss him more forcefully, instead teasing his lips, tugging lightly and sucking softly. Another whimper slid up his throat, this time louder. His eyes were closed. He couldn't look into their violet depths without going mad. "Please..." The trembling word fell from Cristian's lips uninvited, and that one plea pierced him through with panic and anguish, but he couldn't stop it. "Please tell me what?" His warm breath slipped between Cristian's lips as Isaac whispered against his mouth. Cristian shivered violently, scared to open his eyes for some reason, not wanting this man to know how embarrassed he felt for just pleading for a kiss. "Kiss me, please." Cristian coughed at the request, tears welling up in the corners of his eyes. He waited, his lips quivering, desperate to feel the pressure of Isaac's mouth on his. He needed it more than he needed anything else in his life. ......... Cristian Goodson was struggling to know his true sexuality. He was born in a Christ-centered household that believes homosexuality is a sin, and he desperately seeks the Lord's healing and deliverance, keeping his secret to himself. He thought he was already rescued and that the Lord has heard his prayers when he fell in love with a beautiful woman named Ashly, but the happiness didn’t last long when he meet Ashly’s step-brother Isaac. Isaac brings back the emotions and desires he had been hiding from the deepest of his soul. Now Cristian is doubting his deliverance and finds himself grappling with emotions and desires that he insists are not normal for a man to feel for another. Will Cristian follow what he believes is right or will Isaac be the answer to all his doubts?