MY SECRET CONFESSION

Good News

"Every night in my dreams I see you.. I feel.. you..that is how I know you.. go on...Far across the distance.. and spaces between us you have come to show you.. go on..." -(Titanic song)

I got up in the morning after hugging my teddy bear when my phone alarm has rung with my  favorite song,it is 5:30 in the morning.

I left from my bed and went for the washroom.I came out and pick my yoga mat and my yoga suit for practicing yoga on rooftop, this is how I usually start my day with a fresh positive energy inside.After one hour session I got for freshen up & took my breakfast and ready to start my day with reading novels and scrolling f******k notification as I have left no work yet.

  Well my higher secondary examination has done so I am basically in home waiting for the result of entrance examination so that I can apply for engineering colleges for my graduation degree.Although I have no specific career choice in which particular I want to carry through, so with a blank page in my mind I just wanted to study somewhere that is completely far from my home.That means i wanted to stay in a new place with  new experiences and new journey. My first wish in my list.

In my family we are four members, my parents and my younger sister Ananya and I.My father used to live in Jharkhand as he worked in a steel factory there.So we met with him only weekends time when he returned home and we become horrified again that it is about to over and next day he will go early in the morning.My sister was hardly 4 to 5 years old by that time so, she craved for feeling father warmth embrace for few long hours but with no other escape father used to leave us so early when we remained in deep sleep that we can sense nothing about him  but still annie (ananya) come to know somehow and started crying every time. Although I was like very use to it as since my childhood time i started work for my parent's responsibility towards our family like vegetables, grocery, marketing, electric bill, bank related work, cooking and etc etc. My father's only aim was earning money to serve us better whereas my mother was practicing her dream for become a make up artist.

With all this responsibility in an early age, I hardly enjoyed my childhood but I was happy with my unlimited freedom. I determined completely that I will go for higher study in a big city where everything will be unknown to me & i will enjoy my life with my terms and condition.

*** after two days later***

It's morning.I am enjoying  my coffee and cookies at my best friend's place. Yesterday I was running late after my dance class and got stuck by rain so i decided to stay in Puja's(best friend) place when she requested me several times to stay with her. So, I called my mother and informed her "Mom I am staying in Puja's place today,don't worry i will be back by tomorrow" and cut the call without even listening a single word from her.

"It will be fun Puja.. I was waiting so long.. for this break" I told her with a bright smile in my face  and she said with such a null expression "Dude what's wrong with you? How many times I told you that you can come to my place whenever you want. I will be glad to welcome you every single time for your such a beautiful smile" and we both laughed together. Actually, She know everything about me and even why I always hesitate or deny to stay at her place.

" It's because she belong to a very rich family, her family status is very high & what will her parent think of me if  I...." ,"Hello dude where are you? come out your overthinking zone. See, I aldredy made  such a wonderful hot yummy coffee and i am damn tired now so you are going to feed and serve me a delicious meal today... i will be your helping hand only" said Puja.

 "I nodded my head to okay" and said to her "such a drama queen you are, you know...." She smiled  and said to me "yes I know..let's start the preparation...I am feeling hungry".She is really very sweet matured & understanding friend that I can ever have and I love her. She never show off her status and behave normal with me same as  an ordinary girl.And she actually efficient in making coffee only. I smiled and replied "yup let's go..".We made some pancake in 15 minutes to fill our stomach until our launch is ready.

"Well ammy I have done with chopping vegetables and other stuff also you just continue I have to take a call.." she said to me and left out of kitchen.I was busy with doing my stuff when she came after some time and seated in a chair with a void expression and biting her nails.

"What happened Sam(Puja's nick name)? why are you looking so low and depressed certainly.." I asked her.

"Ammy entrance exam's result has been declared" She said to me.

I was paused for some time."Okay... are you sure about it or it's a any kind of joke you are making with me" I asked her.

"Why I Should be joking ammy. Did you check our what's app group ? no right..I didn't check even.

Sameer called me just and inform me this. Well wait here I am bringing my laptop." She said and left me in shock.

We both seated in dinning place for half an hour but none of us have the courage to check the result. Certainly my phone rang and it's shows Anita's number (both of our common friend and  my another best friend).I took the call and after listening to her I was like mad.

"Okay I will call you later ....Sam I am so happy dude. I have scored very well and secure 34 rank" I voiced to her.She was puzzled and gave me a look.

"Anita have your admit details....this is not fare yaar...ask her to check my result also" She said.

"Don't worry let me check your's.." I told her.

Finally I returned back to home in the evening and inform my parent about my result.They were neither happy nor sad about it. So basically, it was a clueless expression for me.Whereas I was really happy because this result made my climax towards my wonder outer world for which I have been urged for years.

But Amrita was not aware of what is going to come for her.How her whole life is going to change with upcoming characters in her life and she already step ahead in the direction of her secrets.