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Sophie, Part 4- Would We Ever Be Done ?

Still Tuesday March 2nd, 2019

-Back to where we left off

He had me laid on the counter everything was out of my control at the moment, and I just started making things up in my head like what if he knows I’m pregnant I was just panicking constantly ,I snapped out of it when he said something I tried to keep my cool, “So You Comfortable” ,he said with a smirk on his face, I looked at him with the most annoyed look on my face and told him to put me down ,he then came between my legs while they were tangling over the counter ,”well I don’t think you really want me to ,you don’t sound like your trying to convince me”

Lee is a flirt ,he’s also a Charmer ,he can charm your parents into forgetting that he’s even into a gang or the fact that he’s the leader ,I remember I once broke the ice and asked him why was he a gang leader ,I was curious ,and confused like don’t you have to do things for that role or was someone in his family the even bigger head of it ,I don’t know what I was hoping to gain by asking that question ,all I know was it really got him heated. It was the first time he ever got that heated towards me ,I guess he thought I was looking down at him, that’s one thing I always knew about Lee , he never liked when people look down on him ,so he made his Punishments and torments worse than Hell.

“What are you thinking about?” ,I snapped back to see Lee still standing over me “Nothing ,Put me down” ,I replied ,I tried to get from where I was by sliding up to get to a different position, but he grabbed my waist and slid me back down ,the closer he got to me ,and the more touched me ,the more nervous I got ,which made me mad at myself ,after all he’s done to me I still feel something for him. I close me eyes and think to myself there’s no need to think like that “talk to me” he said ,I take a deep breath as he takes his hand and caresses my thy’s gliding up and down on them teasing my body I flinched at the feeling “relax babe” he whispered in my ear, as so as he said that I push him away with force ,”f**k You” he lean’s back shocked and I get off the counter and run up to my room ,I didn’t worry about him coming after me because I know how he is ,I know what his next move would be , besides making my life a living Hell ,he’d probably get some people to torment me or beat me again which I can’t afford since I have a baby on the way.

-2hours later

After hours of silence I confirmed my suspicion that Lee left, he probably thought he scared me when he left the light on in the kitchen, after a while I heard the door open and close ,and I heard my dads voice ,”hey honey ,I’m back” ,he walked in and kissed me on the forehead “how was work dad?”, “same old ,same old” he said ,he looked at me “how was today did you have fun” ,I looked at him with my best meh face and he said “You where bored huh” “bingo” I said ,”actually I’m glad you’re up ,while I was at work ,when I was on my lunch break I started looking up private schools “ I stopped him instantly “dad I’m a senior ,this is my last year ,I don’t want you spending money ,on me when it’ll just be wasted” “I just wanted to guarantee your safety ,and my grandchild’s” ,when he says that a tear comes to my eye’s that was the first time ,he has ever said or stated the face that he was going to be a grandpa ,I know this has been hard for him ,for years it had only been me and him ,and now I’m bringing a baby in the world in the next few months ,I was both excited and scared ,I really want to do this right ,and the fact that I already screwed up with the baby’s father being Lee worries me for what is to come in the future.

Sunday March 10th ,2019

A week had passed, and I was No longer on bed rest however I still had 1 more week left before I was able to go back to school. My doctor told me since I was able to walk around frequently I show walk around the neighborhood a few times to regain some strength ,my dad didn’t want me to walk around the neighborhood so he just told me to around inside the house which I agreed I’m starting to believe the longer I stay pregnant the more lazier I’ll get ,and my dad didn’t want that happening ,if I was going to get a scholarship I needed to be 100% present and on the clock working at school.

It's 7:35pm dad’s asleep because he has an early shift in the morning ,and I am just sleepless ,I started flipping channels to find something good to watch and my phone dings ,it was one of me teacher’s telling me that she was going to email me some of the homework I was missing ,I thanked her and then reached for my bag of Cheetos and the bag was empty ,I up got and walked to the kitchen to find something else to snack on ,I searched and searched and found nothing ,I took the house keys ,put on a jacket ,and walked outside ,I know that what I’m doing isn’t the safest but , right now I became really sick of my house I discovered over the past week how annoyed I became of it after being sentenced to stay there for 2 weeks ,I need air , and snacks ,there is a gas station about 12 minutes from my house so I just figure I’d walk ,it gives me time to think freely

15 minutes later I arrived at the gas station I guess with my lack of speed walking I got here a little later than I imagined I walked into the store and walked down to the last aisle where the snacks where at , I picked up hot flamed Cheeto’s ,2 snicker bar’s and a large sprike I went to the cash register to get ringed up while the cashier was ringing up my items I looked over to a black Mustang parked outside ,I didn’t see anything in it but I still started to panic ,”sir did you see when that car pulled up” ,I asked the cashier “probably 20 minutes ago I dunno” he replied “what do you mean you don’t know, do you not do your job”

“b***h I will f**k you Up” “Wow Gary ,I had no Idea you would talk to a female like that” ,I hear his voice and buy the looks on the cashier’s face I can tell he’s here, he walks up to me and grabs me by the waist from behind “Lets go soph” ,I stay where I am for a few seconds but ,I was scared not to go ,so I followed him to his car I sat in the front seat because surprisingly he had no one with him ,no boys ,not kate ,I worried about being alone with him ,he starts the car and we leave the store .

“you just passed my house”, I said with a panicked voice “don’t worry ,I’ll drop you off later”, “where are we going?” ,I asked ,he didn’t reply 15 minutes later we arrived at this lake ,he started to say something but I stopped him “Look if your thinking about killing me it would be over for you ,I mean I will come back and haunt your ass” ,he looked at me and laughed ,”come on Soph me kill you” he then leaned over the seat grabbing me and kissing me ,I pushed him off of me and got out of the car “what the hell do you think you are doing” he got out laughing “why did you leave the car” he said ,”what do you mean ,why did I leave the car I left the car because of you” “what do you mean?” ,I stopped and started at him because if he kept repeating the same thing to me I was going to flip he knew what he was doing ,he was playing his game ,and he was using it to drawn me in and use me ,but I wasn’t falling for it again Lee’s game is something I’m familiar with because I losed the first round but ,if he thinks I’m stupid enough to play again he’s losed his dame mind ,”just take me to my house”, I got back into the car put my seat belt on and waited for him to come, he got end the car and we left the lake ,I could tell his entire mood was changed even know I knew something was wrong I didn’t bother ask because to him it was just a way his game went.

16 minutes later we arrived at my house ,and before I could get out he stopped me “You scared of me?” I looked at him speechless and confused “what do you think” ,I replied “so we over”