Ripped Away And Apart

Kafli 3.

They brought in new clothes and some food, I took the clothes and went into the shower. They gave me a black t-shirt and black pants but no socks and no underwear, I take a long shower. While I am sitting in the shower just listening to the water fall on me I think about my family back home in Iceland. I have three brothers but my parents are divorced, I have a bunch of uncles and nephews but only one niece so on both sides of my family boys are the stronger s*x. I however like being one of two girls because that means I was more of a favorite. I look up and look around the bathroom, I wonder what they would say if they knew what happened to me. If I get a signal on my phone or someone else's I am calling the cops right away. Then I finally after an hour maybe, I get out of the shower and walk into the room again. The food is still on the ground but I will not touch it, I am not going to be clothed and fed up here while nobody is telling me what the f**k I am doing here. I take a deep breath, I should not get mad again, I should just stay calm so I look around the room. There is the bed to the right and it is big as hell, there is the door out, the door for the bathroom but there is one more. I walk over to it and look inside, it is an empty walk-in closet and a big one at that. I close it and walk to the desk that is by the outside door but it is empty as well. I put out a pout because I hoped I could have maybe find a book, I love books. Then I look one more around the room, the only thing left is the full body mirror by the window but I don't want to look into that. I sit on the windowsill again and look outside but then I feel my eyelids become heavier and heavier so I close them and fall asleep. 

I am woken up by someone touching my shoulder, I look up at the hand and there is my kidnapper holding a tray of food. He does not say anything, he just looks at me all serious and then he turns around, puts the tray of food on the desk and leaves. I move out of the windowsill and dear god my ass is asleep. I stand up and move around a bit but to be honest I am still tired and I just want to go to sleep again. I walk into the bathroom, I take out my lenses knowing full well that I will be blind tomorrow but I just cant have them longer in my eyes hurt so much. 

“Alright Anabella, you are taking a risk here by taking them out but they are out” I say to myself in Icelandic and look at myself in the mirror. 

I have my shoulder length hair everywhere because there is no brush here, my gray blue eyes are lifeless and my long slim face is tan after the sun but I still manage to have blue bags under my eyes. I have high cheekbones and I am very proud of them because of all my brothers I was the only one to get them from mom. I walk back into the room and climb into bed, the mattress is so soft that I just sink into it. I sigh this will not be good for my back but just for tonight I will sleep in it. 

I fell right into sleep when I closed my eyes but then am awakened again but this time to a black room and a dark figure sitting on my bed holding the tray of food. I think this is my kidnapper, why does he keep waking me up? I see him hold a sandwich to me but I just turn in the bed so my back is to him. 

“You need to eat” 

I resist the urge to shiver at his voice but I just bring the comforter over my head and I snuggle more into a better position.

“Fine, starve yourself” 

I feel the mattress shift and I know he is off the bed and I listen to every step he takes but then I hear him open the door and leave. I bring the comforter down from my face and then I turn back on the other side. I can never sleep with my back facing the room, it just feels wrong. That time I got to fall into deep sleep and I sure did. 

When I finally woke up again, I look around the room, everything's so blurry but I see no big blurry dark blurb so I sit up and right I was, my back is killing me. I get up from the bed and hold my back while walking to the bathroom but then the door opens and in walks no other but my kidnapper I think, I can not see him well. I ignore him and continue walking into the bathroom holding my back. I do what I have to in the bathroom but I did not hear the door open and close again while I was in here. I walk out of the bathroom again and there he is but I can not see him well so I just ignore him. I walk to the windowsill but instead of sitting on it I lay down on the floor just looking up at the ceiling. 

“What are you doing?” he asks all cool and mean. 

I just close my eyes and lay there ignoring him, he knows he needs to explain himself and he knows this is k********g. I should not have to ask him what I am doing here, I should not have to ask him what his plans for me was and I sure as hell should not have to ask him to let me leave or have my phone back. 

“Here is some food for you, EAT” he spits out the last word but I just keep my eyes shut.

I hear him leave the room and right then my stomach growls so loudly that I am sure he heard it through the door. I just ignore the growling and burping in my stomach but then the smell from the food is just so good. I shake my head and buckle down, I will win this, I will get to leave or I will starve to death I don't care which. I just think about the story that I am reading back at the farm, I think back a few chapters but then I just start to make my own story. I hear people screaming, cheering and growling outside but I don't move from my spot on the floor because I would not be able to see it anyway. I have no idea how long it was but the door is opened again and I hear a loud growl. I open my eyes and look but of course I could only see a dark blurb of him. Then all of a sudden I see something come at me but I could not see it to catch it and a sandwich lands on me. Then he walks over to me and  dumps some fries on me, then I even get the soda over my face. 

“Why are you not eating or speaking to me?” he thunders at me. 

I stand up from the ground, I eat one french fry off my boobs and then I get close to him and look deep into his eyes.

“Fock you” I spat at him. 

I walk into the bathroom, strip of my clothes and sit in the shower again for about an hour. When I get out everything is still on the floor so I just move this time. I sit on the floor and just hold my knees and rest my forehead on them. This goes on for about two more days, I eat like one and one french fry or lettuce but I never eat more than two bites so you can never tell I ate. Overtime there is dinner time he comes and gives me something to eat and says about three words. He keeps asking me my name and why I am not eating but he never tells me his name or why the f**k I am here. 

I am sitting on the floor and I am feeling so bad, my head is spinning and I feel like I might pass out any moment. My back hurts so much from sleeping on that mattress and I am just not in a good mood but then there is a knock on the door. I don't look up because I would not see anything anyways. Is he knocking now to make me talk or what?

The door then opens and in walks a blurb that I can not see and don't really care why is here so I put my head on my knees. 

“Hi, my name is Dr. Bertand and I am here to see if everything is okay? Alph I mean my boss is worried you are not eating and that you are holding your back a lot.” she says in a sweet harmless voice. 

I lift my head from my knees and I open my eyes just staring into the blurriness.

“No I am not f*****g okey, your asshole of a boss kidnapped me and in that k********g I didn't have the time to get my glasses so I am in here blind so that kind of takes away my appetite” I say and I was about to tell her about the mattress when another blurb walks in. 

“YOU NEED f*****g GLASSES? WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!! WHAT THE f**k!” my kidnapper just thunders at me. 

Typical behaviour, him listening to the conversation, I cant talk to anybody. 

“Alp” cough “ Boss please let me talk to her in private” she begs him but I am just moving away from them so I have my back against my bed but have my head on the wall. 

I close my eyes and because my body is so weak I feel myself slip into some sleep but I can not fall asleep right away because they are arguing in german but I can not understand so I can not tune them out either. 

Then I hear him growl or something like that, then I hear the door shut loudly and lock so I just let myself slip into sleep. 

When I wake up again I see all of my things in my room, there are my two suitcases and on top of them is a tray of food. I crawl over to the suitcases and I see that on the tray with the food are my glasses. Finally I get to put them on, it felt so great to have them and see but because he got them for me and the rest of my stuff I guess I will eat this. I eat the spaghetti bolognese with great pleasure and drink all the water but as I am taking the last sip of water I hear from behind me. 

“O thank the goddess, you don't know how it feels for me to finally see you eat. You are such a bother and I can't believe I have to have you here” 

I look back at him and he is sitting on the windowsill, he is rubbing his eyes and I can see now that he looks tired and worn out. He looks up and we lock eyes. I see his eyes get dark and he moves a little but barely. So I am such a bother? Why the f**k am I here if I am such a bother. I break the eye contact and stand up, I almost fall back down because of the head rush I had. He stands up like he was ready to catch me. I walk over to the bed and I crawl into it and just lay down back to him. He does not say anything else but he just leaves my room and I fall asleep. 

I wake up in the middle of the night because I was feeling funky in my stomach but as I open my eyes I see in the dark a dark figure standing by the bed. I don't freak out because I was expecting something like this from the creep that kidnapped me. I just switch positions and just try to fall asleep again. 

Pervert.