One Night (The child is Mine!)

It was a cold night walking into the bar I sat for a few minutes, probably the first time I was out in a long time. Having one kid takes a toll on you and sometimes you just need to unwind. I let drinks flow trying to put on my best smile thinking of the guy that had just broke my heart, yet another dead-end relationship after giving him a child and taking his last name for the past four years. I didn't even plan on meeting anyone just wanted to forget him and all the s**t I went through thinking I loved him. Feeling someone touch my cheek I flinch and looked into these beautiful green eyes. "Why are you crying?" He asked as I wiped away the tears that were threatening to leave. "Oh, it's nothing" I said trying to get rid of him, but he took it upon himself to sit in the seat next to me, his hand landed on my thigh and I knew exactly what that meant, and I didn't want that. No, I'm never having s*x again. "Sweetie, why are you here?" he said when I brushed his hand from my leg. "Just to get some alone time." I said more aggravated hoping he would just leave me alone. I knew how these types of night’s end and it wasn't going to be me. "Sorry to disturb you" he said in a sensitive tone then left, I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. Another hour had passed, and I didn't feel any different, so I decided it was time to go head in face reality. Bills, work, kids, and cleaning. my life now as a single mother. I stood up only to fall back into the chair, damn everything was spinning I didn't drink that much, I just happen to be a very lightweight drinker. "You okay" the guy from earlier said, his eyes were pulling me in "f**k this!" I snapped as I through myself into his arms locking lips. I will say the liquor made me forget everything, I even forgot why I was at this place. I've never been to a bar before, my sister begged me to go out and have fun. "My hotel room or your place?" He questioned I didn't even think I just pushed him towards the door. "Not my place" I said in between kissing him, I never felt so alive knowing I was in control it felt weird that he let me have my way with him, normally men are the dominant. "What's your name?" I said as he opened his car door "You can call me Bean" he said I snickered what kind of name was Ryde "And you?" He said as we stopped at a red light, I was becoming clear headed and nervous I'd never had a one-nightstand and I just gave him the impression that is what we are doing. I sucked in a breath and said "Lisa" He laughed a bit at my childish name "This is my room, I'm here for three more weeks Are you sure you want to do this? It's not too late to turn back." He said it seemed like he was trying to convince me to leave. "I want to but don't at the same time" I said thinking maybe he would just take me back to the bar, "Well you can sleep in the bed, I'll take the couch. I'll drop you back at your car in the morning OK," He said pulling his shirt off, I bit my lip looking then gawking at the body on him. I picked my mouth up and said "I don't have a car at the bar, but thanks for the lift back," I turned to find the bathroom feeling his arm wrap around my neck loosely "Why don't you have a car?" "I don't have a license either, I never bothered to get them because my ex took us everywhere." I said to answer his unasked questions "Us?" I lowered my head trying not to cry, “I signed my divorce papers this morning, I'm now a single mother and I was at the bar to ease my mind of all the s**t he put me through. I know this is not what you planned and I’m sorry for giving you that impression, I’m weak and you probably don’t really care about my business or life." I rammable as he just stared at me like he was trying to figure me out. "Lisa, it's OK I'm not judging you and your right I did plan on f*****g your brains out, but you seemed to have a lot more on your shoulders then just needing a drink. So how about we talk" he spoke, as we sat on the couch. I was a bit confused at first, but that was what he wants from tonight was just to talk, by the end of the conversation I felt weirdly better like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I noticed that he didn't say one thing he just sat and listened. He hugged me with his warm inviting arms wrapped around me like a blanket I wanted so bad to have this every day for the rest of my life. "Life is messy!" he whispered "Yes, it is," I said feeling my eyes get heavy wanting for all of this to end, He cupped my face gently and sweetly kissing my lips, he picked me up and carried me to the bed still kissing I could feel my core heat up, I needed this I didn't even know why. "Do I need condoms?" He whispered kissing down my neck, I nod telling him yes. I was screaming is name all night or morning I only had an hour of sleep when my phone rang waking both of us up "Hello" I said to my sister, "Girl, where are you it 10am?" "s**t I'm coming" I said trying to find my clothes with my eyes "I know, the wet spot is still here" Beans said loud enough I heard my sister gasp on the other line "Oh my God Lisa" she screamed I hung up the phone throwing it in my bag, Beans had an oddly satisfying smile on his face. "What too soon?" He said hunching his shoulders "Yes, please can you take me home, buses will make me late for appointments" I snapped "Sure." he raised an eyebrow "Look I'm sorry I snapped, I just can't miss this appointment" I said as we got in to the car "It's good, I'm actually late for work also so no worries" He smiled, wait he was already late for work, "Were you’re not planning on working today?" "Nope, I called my boss and said I needed a sick day" He said nonchalant Reaching my house, I see my sister sitting on the porch looking like she had seen a ghost but then I realized it was his car, he kissed me on the forehead walking me to the porch. "Home safe my dear," he whispered then winked at my sister then left. That was the last time I saw him, three months later I was rushed to the hospital I had fell and broke my arm but that wasn't all I found out. "Well, Miss. Pott your arm is wrapped pretty good, but you’re also about thirteen weeks pregnant." The doctor said, my mouth had falling to the ground, WHAT? "How? I have the IUD" I screamed, how was this possible. "We are planning on doing an ultrasound," she is saying as they bring in the machine. Ten minutes later, I walked out of the building with tears in my eyes looking at the picture of my one-night stand creation Months had passed, I continued my life as if nothing happened. People asked questions about who the father is, I would answer I used a sperm donor, After I gave birth to my third son, I named him Ryder Lyric Pott.